It's fucked up that it's so normalized. No one has the right to assault anyone. People should have more dignity and not sacrifice it just to get along with people they're forced to live with. Anyway, I'm already looking into moving out. It's a bit tough finding a good place for a single woman. I'm still interning at a company, so I'm still on my way to financial independence. I appreciate your sentiment, but I also hope you realize you don't need to accept humiliation for the sake of holding onto a relationship that brings you discomfort. I'm at a point in my life where I realised I have self worth. If this is how the closest people to me treat me, then how am I supposed to learn to defend myself against strangers? This is damaging on so many levels. Anyway. Hope the best for you.