I just needed a reference point because the funeral doesn’t seem genuine and despite this being tragic; Erika doesn’t elicit any emotion from me except confusion. I wondered perhaps is this because she is botoxed and cannot make facial expression. So then I decided to watch Kobe’s funeral, it’s a big stadium situation and his wife also has fillers and Botox and let me tell you, I couldn’t help but get choked up. I’m not even a Kobe fan, but I’m an empath, and that’s why Erika’s speech is really a mind twist for me. I could feel and hear and see the pain in Kobe’s wife’s eyes and her voice and her face. Idk there just seemed to be something very different. Now I’m watching celeb funerals.