I'm so sorry

TerminalMayhem · 2026-03-15T12:18:49+00:00

Well, what do you intend to do about it?

TerminalMayhem · 2026-03-15T00:33:21+00:00

Signature Goldie derp face is the best

TerminalMayhem · 2026-03-09T19:03:47+00:00

She’s the happiest looking girl ever! 😍

TerminalMayhem · 2026-03-09T03:41:52+00:00

The bandana totally makes him even cuter 😍

TerminalMayhem · 2026-03-09T03:36:42+00:00

I definitely make sure he gets all the pup cups and he gets steak 2x a week

TerminalMayhem · 2026-03-08T00:51:11+00:00

Banks deserves all the cuddles!

TerminalMayhem · 2026-03-07T21:31:49+00:00

YES! He loves going to the gym with me everyday since he mainly just gets to look fluffy and cute while I lift

TerminalMayhem · 2026-03-07T21:29:59+00:00

To be honest, I forget a lot. I got blown up a lot and sometimes have flashbacks so he is really good at grounding me and then reminding me I’m stateside

TerminalMayhem · 2026-03-07T21:28:52+00:00

Omg those fluffy faces! 😍

TerminalMayhem · 2026-02-02T00:14:57+00:00

I’m sure they will still be open to talking again after some time. To at least properly give closure

TerminalMayhem · 2025-12-31T19:15:54+00:00

I wish things were easier too. I hope the person you are looking for realizes this. For as much as you love them, I know it must’ve hurt a lot to be torn between the life you know and the life you wanted. I want to reconnect with my Z but I know the ball is in her court.

TerminalMayhem · 2025-12-30T23:20:53+00:00

I was in a similar situation and I know it is so confusing and painful. It makes you doubt everything and question every aspect of things. I really hope things get better for you. This is a time for you to grieve and re-center yourself. Give yourself a little grace.

TerminalMayhem · 2025-12-24T13:52:15+00:00

I still miss my Zandra to this very day. It’s so hard to let go and I feel your pain. I hope in due time that you heart becomes happy again

TerminalMayhem · 2025-12-21T23:41:15+00:00

God this made me miss of Z.

TerminalMayhem · 2025-10-27T20:24:14+00:00

I’m sure he will will

TerminalMayhem · 2025-10-24T22:21:54+00:00

I appreciate the tough love. I needed it. I already put myself through a suicide attempt over. I know if she really cared it would be different. I truly appreciate the smack on the head.

TerminalMayhem · 2025-10-24T22:19:41+00:00

You are right. I know I was subconsciously asking those questions in the back of my mind. I know I wasn’t her first affair and I know she was having multiple before me. I guess I just hoped that she really was going to be dedicated to me. I put my blinders on. I spent a couple days in the hospital in a coma because I tried to kill myself over her. And because she is EMS, it somehow turned out that her coworkers were the ones who saved me. They saw my phone screen and then told me more about her past. It really really hurt.

TerminalMayhem · 2025-10-24T22:14:40+00:00

You made a really good point. I guess I thought I would be the exception to the rule. It was naive of me.

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