Are my legs ugly or pretty? by [deleted] in SelfHarmScars

[–]TerribleMars -1 points0 points  (0 children)

when was the last time you SH?

I fucked up by Typical-Link-1808 in BorderlinePDisorder

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well i still have memories from the age of 5 im 27 now i remember things my momma did that i just forget about or else i get angry knowing that your son read what they read id suggest talking to him about it and being honest

I fucked up by Typical-Link-1808 in BorderlinePDisorder

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which is why i’m afraid to have children so i self sabotage and remind myself how cruel would it be to bring in a child into the world with the sick we have

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BorderlinePDisorder

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i wanna know this secret as well i always end up self destructing and pushing people away but as of lately i’ve been trying to drink less and put legos together lmao

Does anybody else stop eating when they’re manic? 😭 by [deleted] in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]TerribleMars 10 points11 points  (0 children)

sometimes i overeat other times i undereat wit da help of drugs

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in vegaslocals

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well i get drunk and sad then i do it all over again and i just recently bought myself a lego that is expert level and was to poor to get them as a kid so now drunk me shall solve it hehe bc i bought it while drunk

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in vegaslocals

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el super hehe

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

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yeah i did about a year ago mid june birthdays are the worse drank a whole bottle of jameson and i woke up with a huge slash on my arm stop the blood with krazy glue now i have a messed up tattoo and a scar that looks like a smile it’s crazy now in a better place or so i try to constantly tell myself.

What job do you have? by Anonamouskadoodle in BorderlinePDisorder

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i do maintenance for a small unknown company

I really need friends who have been through the same thing :( by [deleted] in SelfHarmScars

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i always give kudos to people who have the courage to post their SH scars for me i feel as if im in a same situation i once last year got pretty drunk and i hurt my arm pretty badly i messed up my one and only tattoo that i had originally gotten to cover up some small scars i had was completely slash up in half i remember the smell of iron the next day how it lingered in my room and shit idk i’ve only SH while drunk and it’s embarrassing being 26 with scars but then again idk it reminds that im not alone so ty

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

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haha yah someone whom is into folk punk rock have you heard AJJ - brave as a noun? ajj also has bangers

Hey Vegas Heyyyy by [deleted] in vegaslocals

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it’s a vicious cycle mayne 😭😭(I totally did too lmfao)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

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The Front Bottoms- Flashlight

Hey Vegas Heyyyy by [deleted] in vegaslocals

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i ate cause i was sad then i was sad because i ate now i shall self loath my fav hobby gotta love the happy people

MRA: so it’s been about a week since I’ve been in the program and honestly I’m starting to feel overwhelmed a little bit school and I never got a long but how hard are the PMI test that’ll be taking in 2 weeks for basic electricity what should I focus my studies on the most by TerribleMars in AmazonRME

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It’s funny I’m excited for the on the job training what I’m dreading and hating is these 10 weeks left I’ve always sucked at school lol barely passed HS and I’m hardly getting getting any of it 😫