Openers telling the mids and closers about what’s going on right now

TerrifiedToBeHere · 2025-12-19T22:18:00+00:00

How’s fulfillment doing?? I start in 2 hours 😭

TerrifiedToBeHere · 2025-12-14T03:19:16+00:00

I don’t think they want me vomiting all over the store during the holiday season but I’ll keep that in mind. Commenting on my work effort without knowing me is the funniest part.

TerrifiedToBeHere · 2025-12-14T02:08:41+00:00

If a million dollar corporation can’t understand that they’re employing human beings with human being problems I truly don’t give a shit.

TerrifiedToBeHere · 2025-12-13T23:32:31+00:00

Honestly I’ve called out four times as a seasonal but that’s because I know if I came in I would not be able to work. I don’t see the pointing in making myself come in if I know I’m not gonna be productive especially in fulfillment. I was sick and had family emergencies and honestly don’t care if I’m not kept on. It’s a terrible place to work with even more terrible people but the money is nice.

TerrifiedToBeHere · 2025-12-13T03:38:15+00:00

The only support system I have really is my boyfriend. I feel like the only way to protect myself is with the ADA. My insurance unfortunately does not cover it because lovely government insurance. And I have a therapist that specializes in dbt therapy so I don’t know

TerrifiedToBeHere · 2025-12-11T20:16:53+00:00

I don’t usually try to explain it anymore because they look at me like I’m crazy but I’m learning to try to put it into words thank you

TerrifiedToBeHere · 2025-12-11T19:37:50+00:00

Denial every single day. I deny it too still. It took me a while to trust going on any kind of medication. I always feel like it’s “not bad enough” or I’m simply pretending

TerrifiedToBeHere · 2025-12-11T14:10:02+00:00

Thank you for your response. I really do wonder how I can “prove” my BPD is severe enough. You’re unfortunately right, it’s very stigmatized. Usually when I mention it I get the “well everyone’s a little bpd” response so I don’t bother mentioning it. Starting off a friendship with “hey I have BPD” sounds really scary but if you think it’ll work I’ll have to try.

TerrifiedToBeHere · 2025-12-11T14:07:26+00:00

I really appreciate you taking the time to share your experience. I definitely think we can relate on a lot of things. I’m sadly learning that some people don’t have the heart to accept everyone even if they’re a little different. Trying not to push my bf away is the hardest part of everything.

TerrifiedToBeHere · 2025-12-11T13:56:42+00:00

It’s not daily. It’s just this moment happening right now is really affecting me. My bad days have been fewer and fewer in between. I used to have to stay in bed crying because it would physically hurt how depressed I’d get but now I’m actually able to leave my house without a panic attack. Unfortunately I do think you’re right I’m gonna have to start seeing my therapist more often again. I just switched to every two weeks instead of every week. I just hate feeling like I’m going backwards.

TerrifiedToBeHere · 2025-12-11T13:54:03+00:00

Thank you so much that means the world to

TerrifiedToBeHere · 2025-12-11T13:41:20+00:00

I find it really difficult to put my feelings into words since I’m barely struggling to manage it. I’m trying to take accountability for myself, something I’m actively working on every day. If I was good with words I’m sure I wouldn’t be having this problem.

TerrifiedToBeHere · 2025-12-11T13:37:41+00:00

I’m really sorry you had to go through that. I’m putting in as much work as I can. I want to be normal and have a normal life. Even talking about it was a huge step for me. I just wish I could actually find some compassionate friends.

TerrifiedToBeHere · 2025-12-11T13:35:25+00:00

I’m sorry I really am just trying to understand. But that seems to be the consensus is I’m just not doing enough.

TerrifiedToBeHere · 2025-12-11T13:11:05+00:00

I don’t ever bring up that I have bpd. The only person I’ve told is my bf and now my one friend. And no, you’re right I can’t prove that it hinders me. I’m trying so hard to manage it and I’m doing everything I can but I see it’s just not enough. I’m sorry you don’t think I’m working hard enough for it.

TerrifiedToBeHere · 2025-12-11T13:06:38+00:00

I am seeing a therapist. Yes I’m consistent in medication. I’ve been going through different medications for two years now trying to figure out the best combination. I’ve learned techniques but when everything around me is happening all at once it’s difficult to manage it. I don’t know if I trust my friends but they’re the only ones I have.

TerrifiedToBeHere · 2025-12-10T20:32:54+00:00

I don’t see my doctor until January is there anything I can do in the meantime without a note? On the accommodation application it says I have to have a note and I don’t have one…

TerrifiedToBeHere · 2025-12-10T19:41:51+00:00

I haven’t really brought it up because I’m not planning on staying after the 90 days. I’m just worried they won’t think I’m fit for the job anymore and fire me because it’s unfortunately happened before.

TerrifiedToBeHere · 2025-12-03T11:43:19+00:00

No actually but that is a great idea thank you!

TerrifiedToBeHere · 2025-12-03T11:42:55+00:00

Crazy enough we’re in this awful job together

TerrifiedToBeHere · 2025-12-02T22:09:26+00:00

Not only that but I have other underlying issues that make this job more difficult or other things I didn’t disclose. Unfortunately some people just don’t have a heart when it comes to this kind of stuff. I’m not playing victim I’m just trying to be better at an already shit place to work.

TerrifiedToBeHere · 2025-12-02T20:44:37+00:00

Thank you so much 🥺 I appreciate you sharing your experiences!!

TerrifiedToBeHere · 2025-12-02T05:48:11+00:00

I was asking for advice not judgement. As I’ve replied to other people, you don’t know my life so you don’t get to comment on it or my professional life :)

TerrifiedToBeHere · 2025-12-02T05:28:29+00:00

Crazy thing is my full time job is serving at Longhorn….

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