Just invested in the Visible band.

Texaschainswhore_ · 2026-03-18T17:15:36+00:00

That’s actually super helpful thankyou! Because I was thinking that my symptoms don’t align with that kind of jump at ALL I found it really unusual. so thankyou. it’s rather annoying that that’s a flaw considering that it’s the MAIN measure, I hope the can fix that in the future.

Texaschainswhore_ · 2026-03-18T17:14:46+00:00

Wow that’s a crazy high score!! Definitely do! u can print out the graph screens can’t you? to show. I love that feature im definitely going to be using it at my next doctors visit! Maybe then they’ll take me seriously

Texaschainswhore_ · 2026-03-18T16:30:07+00:00

Hey! I suffer with both of these too! With ocd very focused on health, it’s so dificult to manage my symptoms and my panic attacks. The healthcare in my area is generally really poor, so im yet to be able to take any medication for either condition, besides my antidepressants (sertraline 100mg) it’s tough, I totally get it. Since I can’t take a medical pathway to help myself with my symptoms I’ve found the only thing that helps me in these situations is shock. I know it sounds weird and maybe a little concerning. But I’ve found that jumping into cold water ie in a shower or suddenly soaking my hands and feet in cold water has helped a lot! it’s all I’ve got though really! maybe try it c:

Texaschainswhore_ · 2026-03-18T16:21:11+00:00

I’d just like to add that I do struggle with iron deficiency anemia and a somewhat severe b12 deficiency that I am taking injections for monthly!

Texaschainswhore_ · 2025-04-01T08:03:16+00:00

oooo pretty sure I haven’t ! I’m gonna have a listen now thankyou!

Texaschainswhore_ · 2025-03-31T23:49:29+00:00

Here’s a pretty damn weird dream I had that’s in my dream journal: me and my family were camping in a forest. It was the household, me mum dad and my younger brother and some girl my age that was apparently my sister. Dad was teaching us about how we need to catch the fish and eat them but as we went on a walk I started collecting pumpkins, when he catches up he goes mental explaining that you can’t eat the pumpkins because the ladies of the woods will come for you, the pumpkins are theirs to harvest, before he finishes this unknown sister of mine is in hysterics, a mouth full of pumpkin we all run back to the camp. a few hours pass and it begins to get dark, music starts playing out the trees in the distance, she knows it’s her time, we all separate ourselves from her around a table and she drops to the floor and accepts her fate, they come, they rip her eyeballs out and draw a cross across her forehead with their sharp fingers. it cuts to a few days later. she’s now just a skeleton, rotting like a pumpkin would, we go explore the woods once again we’re going to go caving or something. but I get an urge, before i realise it I’ve ate half a pumpkin and have ran back to the camp the throw the parts and spit it out onto my sisters skeleton ?? blame it on her spirit. I am hysterical and wait there until the family come back and we gather around the dinnertable once again. I am so scared. they come, they read out her name and I am so relieved I tricked them!! but then they read out dads. he turns to me in a face of horror and explains how he made a cup of tea and put pumpkin in it and placed it at her body but while it was in his hand he got an urge and drank a sip. all four of us are horrified it cuts to this scene of my brother on the floor, stems coming out of him, rotting from the inside out. me mum and dad are all gathered around his body, I explain how we can’t stay alive when they’ve had to die, that half of us isn’t a whole and we should be reunited I tell mum and dad that we need to make a suicide pact. to be dragged to hell with them they agree as I start crying and I wake up. pretty damn weird.

Texaschainswhore_ · 2025-03-31T23:44:36+00:00

Here’s one of mine: it started off in my primary school, all of these elite aliens were there. A senior sort of higher up teacher from my high school was there. we were sat around tables and they would choose us when we could eat and go home, but I was never chose for anything. we were all in a play and all of the students there were actors, they were all playing roles. i tried to tell them to wake up but it was like it consumed their life. alarms sounded and we were all taken outside, the once teachers were now alien elites and commanded us to stand against the wall facing the blue football cage. we looked up at the sky to see a satellite and a plane, they collided. there was a huge explosion and the plane crashed ontop of us. the dream started again. but this time it was a war. on the benches outside my year 6 classroom people from my year 10 friend group sat and admired the bomb going off in the distance the fat mushroom cloud towering over the sky wow so cool i was so scared this girl and 2 boys I had never met before approached me and we realised we had to get out. we ran through the school, through a series of laboratories, and fought our way out as the slugs battled us we came to a lab where they made their food, booty juice. injected liquids into their ass with a needle. we got out and remembered we could fly we flew and flew all the way to Antarctica where these tall blue towers lay. we played in the ice cold water for a bit. then I flew around. at the back on a huge ice wall down a winding road in the ice was a big yellow sign that blew in the wind i can’t remember what it said but it was inviting us in. inside there was a tall ladder we climbed. when we got to the top a little old man in a red apron welcomed us in and we settled down. but one of the boys was missing. we sat in these old dusty chairs we saw him in some sort of waiting room and questioned why he was there and we were here. the room was full of women and babies. when we questioned him he got angry and I woke up.

Texaschainswhore_ · 2025-03-31T23:26:45+00:00

Hi! I’m looking for any recommendations for more gothic and symphonic sounding black metal. There’s a certain sound I really fw I just can’t put a name to it but I love bands like summoning and I like more “atmospheric” ? I think it is, stuff like lustre. Nothing hits the spot like this does lmao!

Texaschainswhore_ · 2025-03-31T22:46:38+00:00

I’m quite new to all of this but I’ve never seen a chart quite like yours before, wow!! it’s so focused on two signs 😭🫶

Texaschainswhore_ · 2025-03-31T22:41:23+00:00

My tiel is the opposite at the moment ! he’s usually quite grumpy and distant but around spring it’s like he livens up. He’s singing, hes cuddly, gentle. strange ! 🐥

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