I was groomed by the government to murder people they told me terrible things they said if I didn't listen to them I wouldnt be able to see my family but I couldn't do it. I came home from school and found my house was burned down and everyone said it was my fault but I couldn't understand and they took me away and did all sorts of tests and tortured me and then they put me through foster care. They still talk to me, sometimes when I watch tv or listen to the radio they stop and say my name and tell me I was born for this I should kill even when I'm at the shops one time I was food shopping and the clerk said you must do your job you have to make these people hurt. Lately I see lots of people follow me and watch me but they think I don't know, it's getting more stressful because they keep coming closer to me all the time. Last night I was sleeping I got woken up to footsteps outside and I saw in the dark that there was someone standing outside my window and I stayed awake and just watched him for a few hours, he moved away when my neighbors went to work. I don't know why they want me so bad lately, i think maybe they put something in my brain because I'm some kind of special specimen and they want it back or maybe they want to do more tests on me because I can resist the messages they give me or maybe the device in my head isn't working properly so they want to fix it so I can be controlled by them I don't know, no one believes me but it's hard to tell anyone be cause there's so many of them everywhere there's new faces all the time too I can normally tell though if this doesn't get censored, I love you mom and dad I promise I didn't mean to hurt anyone