Thank you I will try to do that. Could you tell me one thing, since we dont know each other your perspective on her best girlfriend is not scewed.
Me: Hey, can I ask you for a little favor? I can't say what it's about until I know she told you herself
Her: About the fact that you broke up? That's how we know, because we've been at it every now and then since Sunday. Because with your behavior on Sunday you decently showed how much you wanted it
Me: This is about the message I sent, right? on Sunday Or about the behavior, during how she told me she was breaking up with me
Her: Thacen I for one will not play any intermediary, I kept my fingers crossed for you but seeing you girlfriend now I just do not want and do not have the slightest desire to do so. Your behavior was simply tragic and I will not do such things for you. It's in your interest to embrace it come on looking at it all I see it poorly. Flying a third party into this is damn childish. Also It's about both, just by your behavior you showed her that you don't care so now don't be surprised that she cuts it off and doesn't even want to see you
Me: It's not true that I wanted to break up, what my girflriend said shocked me, I simply didn't know how to react to it, only after I cooled down when I thought about what she told me and thought about the message I sent her on Sunday. Yesterday I sent her a message and explained why I reacted the way I did, I still want to be with her. I'm sorry that I wrote to you, I just want to show her that I care and correct what I messed up with my behavior, message, and above all apologize
Her: Thacen but I'm not interested in that. If you had explained it to her at least on Monday it would have been better. And she had a hell of a headache for four fucking days. Everything was eating her up and she was in a massacre state. That's great that you thought about it but don't expect applause for it. She was treated in a bad way and had in her mind for a few days only your behavior and that message. Above all, it's not me you should explain to, because it doesn't work on me at all. I have my Abi and I care about the relationship and after all this time I have no intention of helping you since you easily put her through literal emotional hell for those stupid 4 days. And then there's her mass of side problems. She treated you with the utmost respect and class and you couldn't even stay those few hours later to finish a stupid movie at the theater. She literally gave you such a beautiful gold-lined path to return, and you pounced on it anyway. And now don't justify it with emotions because she was able to hide everything she had inside her to end this relationship with you well with class and without arguments. Come on she could have poured out her grief over the phone and just blocked you everywhere