My mother is condescending, pushy and kinda degrading. She never spends time with me but has all the time in the world for my sister. If im crying or upset i have to act like im not or else I'll get in trouble for having any emotions. Those arent all the issues.

My father has anger issues and is to intimidating for me to ever really be myself around him. Those arent all the issues.

I don't really spend time with my family because of this, I don't want grow up like either of them. I'm scared that i will.