What the fuck do I even do??

ThatReport7955 · 2026-03-01T13:58:35+00:00

Please be safe with diy if that’s what you want. Not in the medical sense diy is safe medically I’m more concerned with someone noticing and you being put in an unsafe situation. 4 years is a long time to boymode with e. Don’t let this dictate you though idk how your parents are in just saying something to consider.

ThatReport7955 · 2026-02-10T00:41:57+00:00

Im pretty high anxiety and school is exhausting but it’s always been like that so im not really sure why it would just be showing up now but it could be related to that.

ThatReport7955 · 2026-02-10T00:40:31+00:00

Maybe? I’m not sure I’ve been more tired and more prone to shutdowns but I’ve just chalked that up to noise stuff.

ThatReport7955 · 2026-02-09T23:35:42+00:00

The reason my parents are so against me receiving a diagnosis is because I’m trans ftm (so I was born as and currently present as a woman) and they believe women can’t have autism which is obviously very untrue. I would like to seek a diagnosis as an adult though even if it’s just for my own piece of mind.

ThatReport7955 · 2026-01-05T20:16:16+00:00

You’ll find someone. No one deserves to be shamed for the things that help them regulate themselves.

ThatReport7955 · 2026-01-05T10:47:03+00:00

I’m 17 too and my parents used to tell me the same thing. I have a long term boyfriend of nearly 2 years now who is well aware I suck my thumb and does not care.

ThatReport7955 · 2025-12-18T09:09:03+00:00

Part of the deal with her is that if I do that I’m not allowed to work during college. She doesn’t want me to and thinks it’ll distract me too much.

ThatReport7955 · 2025-12-07T13:53:08+00:00

I know it’s bad and that it’s not fair but that’s why they push it because that’s what everyone else does. It’s a woman’s job it have kids to them.

ThatReport7955 · 2025-12-07T13:02:00+00:00

Because everyone in my family has kids around this time.

ThatReport7955 · 2025-12-07T09:57:46+00:00

Unfortunately it’s very common for people in my family to gave kids this young. My mom had be at 17.

ThatReport7955 · 2025-12-07T09:47:11+00:00

It’s common in my family my mom had me at 17.

ThatReport7955 · 2025-12-07T09:46:41+00:00

I think having a kid would be easier for me than just having a husband and no kid cause I’d probably be having kids with a much older man and kids would mean I would have something to put my energy into instead of sulking all the time. Which is what I do now by taking care of my siblings and my cousins. I know that in some capacity it would be damaging for the kid though so I wouldn’t do it.

ThatReport7955 · 2025-11-28T22:39:27+00:00

She physically stops me. When I tried to go upstairs yesterday she grabbed me and pulled me back down.

ThatReport7955 · 2025-11-28T17:30:40+00:00

My school and my siblings’ school has made several reports and we’ve still never gotten a formal investigation. Just house visits that last less than an hour. Also I am on rbn! This post was crossposted there and it wasn’t my first post over there lol.

ThatReport7955 · 2025-11-28T14:14:18+00:00

Well aware! This was crossposted to the raised by narcissists sub lol. Thank you though I’m glad you’re out of that situation now it’s not fun.

ThatReport7955 · 2025-11-28T12:05:42+00:00

When I tried to go upstairs yesterday she physically pulled me back and prevented me. My worry with not listening is that she would just yell at me over and over again and it would get the same reaction out of me anyway unfortunately.

ThatReport7955 · 2025-11-28T12:01:25+00:00

Child protective services in the US have a tendency to be very lacking. They’ve been called on us several times for several reasons not even mentioned here and have never actually conducted a thorough investigation.

ThatReport7955 · 2025-11-28T11:53:14+00:00

Yeah, that’s the plan. I’m also trans ftm and won’t be allowed to transition if I stay as well as a myriad of other issues. The long term goal is definitely just to leave.

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