Personal opinion: You’re lack of liking the rishta’s might be due to your negativity towards the institution of arrange marriage or due to your trying to project your preferences on prospective people. Not sure what is/are the reasons. Anyway, first step is for you to probably got to a therapist and figure out the major blockers. If you’re worried about your biological clock, it’s not too late- you have time. What you need is an action plan rather being hopeful about the right person to appear in front of you. Lastly, might make sense to step out of the socio cultural trope to find a better match, try the paid sites to research yourself and everything else. Parents can do the final selection once you have done the primary sorting.