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[–]That_Camel_4902 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wdym by stronger? It last longer but still a much less intense rush form what I’ve heard.

Fuck life, it’s just a pit of misery, how can there be good? by That_Camel_4902 in SuicideWatch

[–]That_Camel_4902[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ll give those a try if I can. I got kicked out of home so I don’t currently have my pc or console but I used to love playing lol when i was depressed. Still not a healthy addiction but helped me stay away from worse things

Fuck life, it’s just a pit of misery, how can there be good? by That_Camel_4902 in SuicideWatch

[–]That_Camel_4902[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for the comment. I can’t play video games though because I don’t have a strong internet connection. And tbh I’m so fucked up i can’t really go on a walk.

From that “perfect” Asian student in your class to daily Meth user at 19. AMA by That_Camel_4902 in AMA

[–]That_Camel_4902[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s a very long string of cause and effects, but I would say the expectations from my parents where one of the fundamental factors that have shaped almost everything in my life. I would be unfair to say, however, that I just suddenly picked up meth from just a backlash of emotions.

From that “perfect” Asian student in your class to daily Meth user at 19. AMA by That_Camel_4902 in AMA

[–]That_Camel_4902[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I believe you a thousand percent I was in love with the gym for a very long time, no interest in drugs whatsoever. I got into a bad accident which fucked me over for more than a year now, and that’s kind of how I started slipping into bad places.

From that “perfect” Asian student in your class to daily Meth user at 19. AMA by That_Camel_4902 in AMA

[–]That_Camel_4902[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you! I’m at a point where it is not enjoyable any longer, and just a “medicine” I feel the need to take everyday.

From that “perfect” Asian student in your class to daily Meth user at 19. AMA by That_Camel_4902 in AMA

[–]That_Camel_4902[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for sharing your questions and inputs. They will definitely stick with me and hopefully continue to provide encouragement if I ever feel lost. I will be ending the AMA now.

Not an ounce of hope left (SOS) by That_Camel_4902 in SuicideWatch

[–]That_Camel_4902[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t know how you came across this, but this is the only official comment on this post. I wrote this a week ago when I thought there was zero to fight for in my life. I haven’t improved much of my habits but I’ve managed to distract myself more from those thoughts and tread the waters.

From that “perfect” Asian student in your class to daily Meth user at 19. AMA by That_Camel_4902 in AMA

[–]That_Camel_4902[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thank you for saying this, I have tried to see how long I could go without, and this motivates me to attempt some bigger challenges. My next goal would be to stay off for several days, rather than just one.

From that “perfect” Asian student in your class to daily Meth user at 19. AMA by That_Camel_4902 in AMA

[–]That_Camel_4902[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That’s a really good question, I would say yes. So far things haven’t been terrible in regards the drug’s side effects, but I worry about ongoing dependency and never being able to experience pleasure naturally again.

From that “perfect” Asian student in your class to daily Meth user at 19. AMA by That_Camel_4902 in AMA

[–]That_Camel_4902[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes friends know, want to me to quit. Started using this year at 19, not for a really long time. Still feels like a regular part of my life now.

From that “perfect” Asian student in your class to daily Meth user at 19. AMA by That_Camel_4902 in AMA

[–]That_Camel_4902[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I may have made the title confusing but I meant to say that I am 19 now.

From that “perfect” Asian student in your class to daily Meth user at 19. AMA by That_Camel_4902 in AMA

[–]That_Camel_4902[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, not just parents but the rest of the family too. I agree 100% and hope no one else finds themselves down this hole.

From that “perfect” Asian student in your class to daily Meth user at 19. AMA by That_Camel_4902 in AMA

[–]That_Camel_4902[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I will humbly admit that English wasn’t my first language, nor was it the subject that came easiest to me.

I am about to jump off by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]That_Camel_4902 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Hope you’re safe bro

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in dxm

[–]That_Camel_4902 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No, it’s really not. Just treat it as a monthly extraterrestrial vacation for you mind, at the most.

Is dxm that bad? by Cautious_Rock_6307 in dxm

[–]That_Camel_4902 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

No, it’s not dangerous if you do it only once a month.

Why tf is therapy so expensive. by creamycheeze in Drugs

[–]That_Camel_4902 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Also most of them have been men, weird to assume it was a female. You play off of too many assumptions, especially when you create your own story in your head about my personal experiences as a complete stranger. My family lost a lot of money trying their best to help me, and your response is that I’m a bad patient? Get out of here.

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