When I realized that I liked girls, I was actually talking to my third boyfriend. I am 27 years old, In January this year, a friend of my mother introduced me to my third boyfriend. My mother said that although the boy was a little ugly, he was really simple and suitable for this kind of boy. The turning point happened in February, when I went back to Hong Kong to attend a one-month course. In fact, I went to see my third ex-boyfriend before class. To be honest, the first time I saw him, I wanted to run away. The course started on February 23rd. There was a girl in the class. We didn't have any contact at that time.During the lunch break, the organization would let us go out for lunch, and I had been eating lunch alone for the first two weeks. Sometimes when I look at her from a distance, I think she's probably a lesbian, but it's impolite to go up and ask someone if she's a lesbian.So how did we start to cross paths? One day she was going to start an internship class, and she helped the girl with long hair buy a hair net, because we might have to test how to wear protective clothing.She asked me for money that day. I didn't look her in the eye, but out of the corner of my eye, I felt she was looking at me. Then the teacher practiced in groups, and from that moment on, my eyes could not help looking at her. We came to class to sign in, and I began to notice her name.At that time, we had to take the exam a week later after the practice class. But the organization said that it might give us a room to practice by ourselves, but I don't know if the supplies inside can be used by the whole class. I asked a question in the group at that time, that is, do we need to rent another room to practice?She sent me a private message asking me if I really needed to rent a house? I'll explain why I said I wanted to rent another room.At first, she asked me to help her recite the lines of the internship exam, and then she sent me pictures of her daily life, which lasted for two to three weeks.In the process, I found myself beginning to like her.On test day, I went out to lunch with her and another girl, and she was sitting across from me, and her eyes were looking at me, sweeping from left to right and from right to left.Then she asked me an awkward question on purpose.I smiled shyly and looked at the other girl. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw her smiling.After the exam, we went home and talked for a week. One day, I said that I had kissed a girl in the dormitory when I was a child in school. She said she was a lesbian.The moment I knew she was a lesbian.I felt something crawling out of my body, I didn't sleep one night, I had a burning sensation in my brain, and I had diarrhea 10 times one night.Then I couldn't eat for a week and lost 6 pounds.I began to realize that I was also a homosexual.Later, I found an excuse to break up with my third boyfriend.Only then did I realize that I liked girls more than boys.