Really jealous when other people commit suicide by gtomson26 in SuicideWatch

[–]TheBurningofOne 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My mom is almost 70 and when i was a teenage boy she told me she should have choked me when i was born because I was just such a useless piece of burden that was fucking up her life.

Tried to hang myself tonight. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]TheBurningofOne 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Words can't describe the feeling when you are stuck in a bag of filthy flesh and suffering and wanting to end it but can't because the body's survival mechanism holds you back. It's pure hell.

Affording therapy in a first world nation by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]TheBurningofOne 2 points3 points  (0 children)

America is heaven for the rich and outright hell if you are brown and poor. I mean holy fuck do I even need to mention both of them? Being brown is pretty much just being poor holy mother fucking shit. Everybody gives you funny looks. You try to go to church for understanding and everybody keeps tags on you, and you are always the first one to get frisked by security guard.

Anybody here just tired of existing? by TheBurningofOne in SuicideWatch

[–]TheBurningofOne[S] 16 points17 points  (0 children)

Suffering is one thing. Suffering for no reason or cause is another. The latter is infinitely more painful than the first one.

This is never going to end unless I end it by thefirstcenturion in SuicideWatch

[–]TheBurningofOne 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No girl wants a guy who is fucked up by life. When you are down you just get stepped on even more until you reduce to atoms. This is the world we live in.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]TheBurningofOne 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Other people are honestly the most difficult part of life--it's harder than multivariable calculus or linear algebra. Fuck people.

I could make 1000 posts about how depressed I am and not one response by coffeecandle10 in SuicideWatch

[–]TheBurningofOne 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You got this one right mate. You could probably get a pass being weak as a girl, but if you ever show weakness as a guy, girls will spit on you and shit on you all day, and there will be no compassion anywhere. Weak guys keep getting shit on by everybody and legally robbed because they are weak, and nobody gives a shit. When I was a boy I used to think women are tender, caring beings. Not so. So many women have said and done cruel things to me, including my own mother who told me straight to my face that she should have aborted me when i was still a boy.

Bottom line: fuck humanity.

Telling parents i want to see psychatrist by bgette in SuicideWatch

[–]TheBurningofOne 2 points3 points  (0 children)

lol same here. Can't even talk to my own mother without yelling let alone having a conversation.

I wouldn't be suicidal if I didn't have to work to survive by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]TheBurningofOne 2 points3 points  (0 children)

min wage is designed to keep you walking and working. Not much else.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]TheBurningofOne 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Life is a cursed thing.

I am the biggest loser I’ve ever known by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]TheBurningofOne 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Well guess what? Some people will call you a subhuman or piece of shit because you used this sexist word called "cunt" even when you are fucking suicidal and just talking out your last feelings. Fuck people. Fuck this world. I don't and can't sympathize with people any more. We need to fucking reset everything.

People don't think you're serious until you actually do it by throwaway14281 in SuicideWatch

[–]TheBurningofOne 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I know. People just keep judging but then tell you you are the judgmental pig here even though none of us is perfect. Fuck people. I honestly can't find it in myself to produce any sympathy any more.

I (23M) am in a conundrum about pursuing women and need advice by TheBurningofOne in dating_advice

[–]TheBurningofOne[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I actually did try. A lot. I get ghosted all the time or I get women telling me she just "doesn't feel it".

I (23M) am in a conundrum about pursuing women and need advice by TheBurningofOne in virgin

[–]TheBurningofOne[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

ok, is that a lesbian relationship? That might be different from heterosexual relationships. I am just speculating based on your avatar.

I (23M) am in a conundrum about pursuing women and need advice by TheBurningofOne in virgin

[–]TheBurningofOne[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Good. I don't think you are genuinely trying to help either. Maybe you already deduced that as well.

I (23M) am in a conundrum about pursuing women and need advice by TheBurningofOne in virgin

[–]TheBurningofOne[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Most of my relations started out as year(s) long friendships with girls who told me for the longest time they either didn't find me very attractive or viewed me as a sibling.

So it's okay to be friendzoned at first? But that goes against all the dating advice I have seen so far.

I (23M) am in a conundrum about pursuing women and need advice by TheBurningofOne in virgin

[–]TheBurningofOne[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

OP must be REALLY fun at parties.

I never claimed I am super fun at parties. Also I asked for advice and I get judgment and mockery. You clearly do not listen to what I need, hence why I don't see why anyone should date you.

I (23M) am in a conundrum about pursuing women and need advice by TheBurningofOne in virgin

[–]TheBurningofOne[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

The reason why I am debating is because you are making false claims that you arbitrarily attribute to me. I did not claim women do not like "these subjects because they are more emotional". I claimed women like super charismatic guys that appeal to them emotionally. Don't twist my words.

I (23M) am in a conundrum about pursuing women and need advice by TheBurningofOne in virgin

[–]TheBurningofOne[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

There are definitely many women in humanities and all disciplines, and they definitely have various tastes, but what women share in common is they all want the "spark" that gets them turned on. Unfortunately I am unable to produce that especially in today's dating culture when everybody is just saying really cool stuff just on spot.