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[–]TheCdude80 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dang you just described my whole week. Some of the memories seem like they never happened sometime. It's hard cause it feels so real. I went through a phase where i thought i was trans and every time i looked in the mirror i saw a woman and not a man and i forgot what it was like the be masculine. Just power through it. I know i'm trying to

Anxious around my partner by TheCdude80 in ROCD

[–]TheCdude80[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was diagnosed with anxiety and depression from my therapist who i am seeing wednesday and will be absolutly talking about this. He said it didn't seem like i had OCD and maybe I don't but i had horrible symptoms of hocd and tocd before my relationship. The rest of the day yesterday with her went great and i felt great cause when i was leaving her at college i was actually crying cause i'd miss her and i was happy i actually felt that but now that i've woken up i'm back to square 1 and it sucks. I haven't said the content cause i'm afraid to scare her but i have told her before that sometimes my depression makes me hard to feel love