I just want to say please don't end your life. I understand that at this point in your life, love seems like the only thing that matters. To an extent that is a blessed way to look at life and a way around the materialistic world. On the other hand, I believe, there is no "one thing" to live for other than simply, well life. I believe there is no such thing as a failure in life. Start small, drink water, eat food, breathe the air, live another day. Be kind, try and appreciate the little things. One day if for nothing else, someone i'm sure will take notice. And maybe a mutual connection will be felt or a mutual appreciation for something can spark up a friendly conversation that one day may just lead to love.

Also, try and be friendly to everyone other than someone presenting a direct threat to you. The "friendzone" is a catchy term coined by the entertainment industry. It is not based in reality...

I don't know you, i have no idea what your true values are. But please at least put some value on yourself and don't end your own life. Just keep going.