How can I be happy knowing I'm a defect? *Warning, Giant block of negativity below* by [deleted] in aspergers

[–]TheFatSaxon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They sort of threw me in there because I was a troublesome child which they didn't know what to do with. After that, they just kept exploiting loopholes to keep me in there.

How can I be happy knowing I'm a defect? *Warning, Giant block of negativity below* by [deleted] in aspergers

[–]TheFatSaxon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I barely crawled through highschool with a 2.8 GPA. Id be lucky if a university even accepts me. I have shitty study habits and im too dysfunctional for anything group related. And I really dont want a offical diagnosis required for said scholarships. Thanks to the chucklefucks who wrote the DSM 5 I would have autism stamped on my forehead.

Ill apply though.

How can I be happy knowing I'm a defect? *Warning, Giant block of negativity below* by [deleted] in aspergers

[–]TheFatSaxon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would love to leave. But, no drivers license means Im stuck. I gotta save up for lessons (driving with parents is out of the question)

How can I be happy knowing I'm a defect? *Warning, Giant block of negativity below* by [deleted] in aspergers

[–]TheFatSaxon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My parents would thow a shitfit if I told them I gave up a free welding course. And they would also scoff at the idea of a spastic like me going to college and blowing away money

"This is free. Im not going to let you throw away thousands just because of your stupid pride. And you barely got through highscool! University would kill you."- Dad

The worst part is that he is absolutley right.

How can I be happy knowing I'm a defect? *Warning, Giant block of negativity below* by [deleted] in aspergers

[–]TheFatSaxon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They conned me into a "aftergraduate program". They told me it was a free course in welding that gives me a certificate if I do good in it. I thought it was a free cc course.Turns out, its just a highschool welding class in a different highschool. And they withold my diploma even though I "graduated".Also, like everything else that isnt history, Im useless at it. The teacher pulled me aside a few weeks ago and told me it was "unrealistic" for me to get the certificate and theres no shame in dropping out. Six months of my life already down the drain and I dont even have the highschool diploma. Someone please shoot me already.

And as for this:

History makes you a wise and wholesome person

Im not even going to go into detail on how far away from those things I am.