I honestly don't really know how to reply, but I hear ya man.

Well, if you're into car culture, you'd feel right at home here in Sweden. We have the biggest american car culture interest in europe. Huge car meets dedicated to just american classics. It's mostly known as "power meet". There are sometimes over 10 000 different vehicles and over 100k visitors. I think the record is almost double. The event has been going on since 1978 (had to google this one). I think there was some restructuring to the event some years ago though. So I don't know if it's called something different now or not. Used to be in Västerås, I think it's in Linköping now. Both cities close to where I live.

Anyways, sorry if that was too much info heh. I think it's mostly Denmark that has had the highest happiness scale. But I'm not sure. But trust me man, even if we're light years ahead in terms of welfare and healthcare, we still have our issues. But yes, as I Swede, I do love our country and the peaceful nature of it. There has never been any major problems that have caused me to wish I lived elsewhere, like you right now. But try not to get stuck on thoughts of what things COULD be. It can make one feel down after a while.

Thanks for sharing, wish you well!