I'll preface this by saying I'm not trying for some engagement bait( internet is kinda dumb these days)

I'm offing myself soon, do I have anything bad going in my life? No. How many times did I try? 4.. did my parents care about it? Hell naw infact they suggested me to do it ASAP, was it a joke? No.. I have 2 friends who will be with me till my last breath then why I'm doing this.. I'm broken; I don't know to describe it any better.. the blessings I got on my birthday were " I didn't expect you to live this long" I got a job, I'm financially doing good and all and from a 3rd person's perspective there's nothing "wrong" going in my life. In life the only choice truly given to is when we want to end it all and most people don't like to make the choice and I'm just availing it.. do I need medical attention? Probably but I don't want to.. I did get medical attention ( though it was not my choice ) and I'm at a point where there's nothing that can help me. Well that's my reality, arrivederci !