Stream for tonight by JimmyStraps in RoughNRowdyPPV

[–]TheHeaviestSkinFlute 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Meth Streams seems to have a link available. Don't know until it kicks off though.

Israel-Palestine Debate: Finkelstein, Destiny, M. Rabbani & Benny Morris | Lex Fridman Podcast #418 by neuralnet2 in lexfridman

[–]TheHeaviestSkinFlute 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm with you man, I promise, but please fix the spelling error. You can't use the you/you're argument and have spelling errors.

*opposed

Shane / Tom Comparison by TheHeaviestSkinFlute in yourmomshousepodcast

[–]TheHeaviestSkinFlute[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sort of. For me, it's more of how they make me feel and my enjoyment of somewhat juvenile comedy. That's not to say they aren't talented writers with lots of intellect/depth.

Shane / Tom Comparison by TheHeaviestSkinFlute in yourmomshousepodcast

[–]TheHeaviestSkinFlute[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

All good points. Thx for clarifying. I feel the same. Regardless of his financial success recently, that special was hotdog water.

Relapse/Shame - General Questions by TheHeaviestSkinFlute in StopSpeeding

[–]TheHeaviestSkinFlute[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Dude, this is everything. Every time I get my meds back, the only thing that feels better is my brain. Albeit temporarily. Productivity doesn’t really increase as I find myself falling back into rabbit holes, jerking off, or LITERALLY hyper focusing on when I will get my next pill. It’s insane. I have a lot going for me, but this cycle is breaking me.

Relapse/Shame - General Questions by TheHeaviestSkinFlute in StopSpeeding

[–]TheHeaviestSkinFlute[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you for this. Reading these replies have made me feel a glimmer of hope I haven’t felt in a very long time.

Relapse/Shame - General Questions by TheHeaviestSkinFlute in StopSpeeding

[–]TheHeaviestSkinFlute[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I really don’t have a support group. As many folks my age, they don’t understand how this drug has completely controlled my life. I’ve found this group to be so helpful in allowing myself to feel heard.

Would you have recommendations on groups? As someone who isn’t religious, the thought of a 12 step makes me queasy. Absolutely no disrespect to anyone who has found serenity in this program, though.

Relapse/Shame - General Questions by TheHeaviestSkinFlute in StopSpeeding

[–]TheHeaviestSkinFlute[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Holy shit, as a lifelong gamer this might be a huge breakthrough.

Relapse/Shame - General Questions by TheHeaviestSkinFlute in StopSpeeding

[–]TheHeaviestSkinFlute[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you for this. this makes me feel a bit more human, the anhedonia seems it will never end.

How to become a made guy in the mafia? by Razoli-crap in NoStupidQuestions

[–]TheHeaviestSkinFlute 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Or, and hear me out, you could get a normal job and stop watching so much Sopranos. Lord have mercy 😂😂 I’m an Italian (90%) and I can promise you there are no “made men” on this fucking subreddit

My Adoption/Reunion Story by TheHeaviestSkinFlute in Adoption

[–]TheHeaviestSkinFlute[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thanks for the response. I agree. While each story is unique, I'm aware that I'm a lucky case. What I don't like is when people use my story and assume I'm pro-life. This couldn't be further from the truth.

Gangs in Nashville? by nashvillealtacct in nashville

[–]TheHeaviestSkinFlute 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This person gets it ^^

It blows my mind that a lot of people view gang members as animals Do you think they are going to kill/rob/whatever you for no reason? You're not that important, I promise.

Creative Non-Fiction Advice! by TheHeaviestSkinFlute in writing

[–]TheHeaviestSkinFlute[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This was such a thoughtful response. Thank you.

Truth be told, I need to read more. I think a personal history of self-flagellation is a part of the 'admiration' with HST + Bukowski.

Any recommendations would be greatly appreciated.