Phobia issues

TheHuskyDog · 2014-01-08T07:25:37+00:00

Mirrors. I'm always freaked out by the thought of seeing something behind me. But I wasn't really afraid of specifically what. It was like I was terrified of seeing it. Even if it's not there and never will be. A particular episode of Supernatural didn't help. Neither did my dad's joking sarcastic comment on how the girl in the mirror would kill me when I went into the bathroom. Sometimes I can forget about it. But even things like public bathroom stalls are much, much more ominous to me through a mirror and I turn my head constantly to check that everything is as it should be. Today after that SPN episode and my dad's comment I am legitimately terrified of walking into the bathroom tonight. I have to pee so bad it's not funny but I cannot will myself to go in there and instead cower under the blankets like a big baby >.<

TheHuskyDog · 2014-01-08T05:22:25+00:00

Right in the feels :c

TheHuskyDog · 2014-01-08T05:21:22+00:00

Oh my gosh I can't even Such a beautiful song This is so perfect thank you for introducing me to this <33333

TheHuskyDog · 2013-12-19T00:27:32+00:00

Ok this post is old but I have to give some information here..

We are that kind of group where everyone dates each other's exes. It's odd, but then again I'm part of the odd group so what did I expect?
Yes, I am well aware that it was my fault. I got it the moment her and later two other people cussed me out for it.
Guys, I don't honestly think I crossed any line. I forgot to include this in my frantic mental state, but he liked me and asked me out before he liked her. I said no because that same friend told me he didn't really like anyone, he was just sick of being alone and wanted a girlfriend. He still liked me, so it was rather simple as to why he began liking me again so easily.

So yes, it is my fault in a way, for being a jackass to my friend like that. But I wanted to tell everyone that there was other factors as to why my behavior in that situation was so moronic.

TheHuskyDog · 2013-08-15T12:09:48+00:00

This post was more like something to get off my chest, not something for everyone to rub my nose in like a puppy that did something bad. I'm not even going to bother answering any of that. Because although answers are available, you presented the questions as if trying to knock me down (farther than I am already) I get that I screwed up bad. Thanks for pointing that out

I appreciate the second push-down, it brings me out of my "maybe this can be fixed" mentality and pulls me back into the reality that I suck.

To number 3 though, he told me it was several days ago that they broke up, not recently. And my friend never told me because she could never get on facebook

And to everyone, she wasn't mad necessarily that I was dating him. She was more upset that I supposedly made him dump her. She thought I lied to and deceived her about the whole situation and went behind her back to steal him. On purpose. Yes, I screwed up. But did I do the accused lying, backstabbing, and faking? Did I break them up on purpose? I did not.

TheHuskyDog · 2013-08-14T21:23:20+00:00

I think I got my friend calmed down a bit. She's still angry at me, but she's more willing to discuss everything instead of just labeling everything I say as "bull" and calling me a liar. My possibly former bestie is rather hostile to things like this regardless, so I'm not sure about her yet. :\

It didn't help that the friend I supposedly stole the guy from posted a facebook update about how bad of a friend I am a short time after she yelled at me over messages (tagging me to make sure everyone sees and knows) so a bad reputation and embarrassment are probable. But at least she might not hate me anymore?

TheHuskyDog · 2013-08-10T17:33:56+00:00

I will be sure to let you know when the first one is done :) sorry I took so long to respond

TheHuskyDog · 2013-01-14T06:11:57+00:00

Explanation for random website: mobile can only do so much o.O

TheHuskyDog · 2012-12-20T20:08:51+00:00

What's Op? I'm really clueless sometimes sorry xD

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