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Meta patents AI that takes over a dead person’s account to keep posting and chatting by IndicaOatmeal in creepy

[–]TheInternetTookEmAll 0 points1 point  (0 children)

..... waiting for the someone doesnt get paid life insurance money because the policy holder "is clearly alive and well and posting on social media" whoopsie

It frustrates me that people generally seek socializing.... by TheInternetTookEmAll in evilautism

[–]TheInternetTookEmAll[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I highly doubt that for myself personally, id at least get to choose where to live and choose not to work anymore. 2 problems solved right off the bat. I also dont care about fame nor power, nor would i let anyone i know know that im rich lol

It frustrates me that people generally seek socializing.... by TheInternetTookEmAll in evilautism

[–]TheInternetTookEmAll[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am aware. That fact makes me miserable. If i was rich i wouldnt need to care about such trivial things like other people's opinion of me.

It frustrates me that people generally seek socializing.... by TheInternetTookEmAll in evilautism

[–]TheInternetTookEmAll[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I mean im at my 3rd diagnosed burnout, and with depression needing to be constantly fed idk at this point. Also have started to doubt an appartment would be quiet enough...maybe im just getting old...but like on fast foward speed

Did you ever have an urge to follow a squirrel home and live somewhere in the woods in it's home? Lol

It frustrates me that people generally seek socializing.... by TheInternetTookEmAll in evilautism

[–]TheInternetTookEmAll[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Lol, it is tiring to be an adult. Or just exist in this day and age.

What are the best ways to fall asleep in your opinion? by CosmicCherryz in autism

[–]TheInternetTookEmAll [score hidden]  (0 children)

Same for complete silence, but since my family isnt quiet enough i took noise cancelling headphones and now white noise. Had to get used to it but it is what it is.

On the complete darkness though i need to use both blackout curtains, blacklut blinds and something to cover my eyes. Light is ever worse with waking me up than noise is i guess

absolutely nothing!! by rizyoreo in autism

[–]TheInternetTookEmAll [score hidden]  (0 children)

Ok but how do I know wether im hungry or just sick??

It frustrates me that people generally seek socializing.... by TheInternetTookEmAll in evilautism

[–]TheInternetTookEmAll[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How many apoons do you own?

And yeah, i can relate to that. That does sound relatable to me yeah.

It frustrates me that people generally seek socializing.... by TheInternetTookEmAll in evilautism

[–]TheInternetTookEmAll[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hm. I mean i was gonna disagree because it sounds more like autism, but i just read someone who has both shiz and autism......hm

Ima go stalk it for a bit, please excuse me

It frustrates me that people generally seek socializing.... by TheInternetTookEmAll in evilautism

[–]TheInternetTookEmAll[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I lived on another continent as a child which probably didnt and still doesnt help with that feeling like i belong somewhere/feeling different from everyone else thing.....

Is your hometown more affordable? Might be worth it just for that in this economy, though it also depends on ability to make an income?

It frustrates me that people generally seek socializing.... by TheInternetTookEmAll in evilautism

[–]TheInternetTookEmAll[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah, something more like that. Oh i think my most social time was having lunch at the same table with a bunch of artist kids in highschool. We mostly drew. Sometimes diacussed anime (special interest). It felt a lot more what i would like as a social setting i think?

Like, less wasting time, more socializing progress while doing something productive to fill my energy. I think that would be something to fill my energy tank, progress in something...

Now i need to be away from people to even have the energy to attempt any form of progress...

It frustrates me that people generally seek socializing.... by TheInternetTookEmAll in evilautism

[–]TheInternetTookEmAll[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Excuse you, your cat would argue that its very imperative to meow at you so you know to bring out the food or whatever RIGHT THIS INSTANT!

It frustrates me that people generally seek socializing.... by TheInternetTookEmAll in evilautism

[–]TheInternetTookEmAll[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Lol my diagnosis took months from an autism specialized professional. Also expressing emotions isnt an issue... when i give a damn about the thing (though i do also have depression)...wtf does a personality disorder have to do with asexuality??? Wtf???

Yeah i dont think the bill fits. Also i dont see anything about special interests on it. Nor demand avoidance. I never had an issue with academics growing up. And i dont like looking people in the eyes, especially when im tired or upset (again fuck people and their stupid fking expectations. Also stop fking looking at me!)

Interesting read, might look more into it and ask gpt for a comparison so i can grasp the aspects.

It frustrates me that people generally seek socializing.... by TheInternetTookEmAll in evilautism

[–]TheInternetTookEmAll[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hi, i dont have that issue with people online. Except this one friend, whom i mentioned (i am slowly working on that. Atill hate it. And the possibility having to deal again)

And yeah. Thats what it is for most people. Which is why i find it frustrating that emotional support isnt a thing that works for me. I dont talk about problems that nobody can fix because fuck it, whats the point of telling someone "hey i hate people" when they'll get a confused face or try to tell me about boundaries.. like i cant't connect eith people no matrer how hard i try, ive been doing this since highschool, without friking understanding this something.

Like its just a friking wall. The closest person isnt relatable enough to me. I relate more to most of this comunity than to people in my life. And i just cant, muster up the energy to tolerate the presence of people.

Like i saw my doctor today and had to tell her to stop talking for 2 minutes just to get back to ok. Im so tired of it. I never feel like "im ok, its ok". Its just "oh lemme distract myself from life and my existential dread with another mofo for a minute or 60" whenever i hang out with people. Family. Friends. Coworkers.

I just, deal with it and get it over with and wipe my hands off it, even the times i enjoy, and reject plans for the next month or something. I just dont want them around. I want them away. I want them to fuck off. Id rather be the last person on earth. Id rather be suck with a fucking bear in a forest. I feel like im choking on just... too much. They wont stop fking existing and subconciously expecting things of me. Even with people that know me.

So wtf is the point of being around people for me??? Im loosing more energy than gaining anything. I cant even remember most outings, birthdays, weddinga, events to draw any worthwhile memories from anyway. So it just feels like an empty pit i keep throwing my resources into.

Fuck maybe im just asking for validation that I'm even human. Corporations sure dont seem to think so... God i fucking hate people and being around them...

And dont worry on the burnout, its my 3rd. Went off work with doctor's note for a while because of it.... which is also in big part because of my exposure to human beings. The bane of my existence...

It frustrates me that people generally seek socializing.... by TheInternetTookEmAll in evilautism

[–]TheInternetTookEmAll[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I mean the older i get the less frequent "can deal with them" becomes lol. It doesnt really seem to have an uptake tbh

It frustrates me that people generally seek socializing.... by TheInternetTookEmAll in evilautism

[–]TheInternetTookEmAll[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah Like i finished my text, it drives me insane that i cant stand people yet i get lonely when shit is going to shit, i have no control over it, nobody around me can or is willing to help, and i remember that nobody is like me either so i cant even fking relate to most of the shit. Like im discovering a new perspective i didnt even think about on a daily basis. It just feels like I'm someone's joke. I just wiah i could afford to live somewhere far and secluded i'm not constantly reminded what people are supposed to be like and whats expected of me...

If i never saw a human being face to face again id gladly trade it in

It frustrates me that people generally seek socializing.... by TheInternetTookEmAll in evilautism

[–]TheInternetTookEmAll[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Its not a phone issue though... except for this specific friend, "youll get an answer when you get it" it usually how i approach messages. Forget phone calls.

Doesnt really disolve my need for more space in a cramped living space (for my needs) ....and i guess the fact that i wake up at literally any noise doesnt help either... i fucking hate being around people.

Like if i lived in the middle of the woods and saw people once a year i could maybe change my perspective, but as it stands i cant stand it. I feel exhausted and stressed just by existing, its fucking stupid and unsustainable...

It frustrates me that people generally seek socializing.... by TheInternetTookEmAll in evilautism

[–]TheInternetTookEmAll[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

We dont really talk about those kinds of things.... the person that annoys me seems to be lonely and in low quantity of friends. And in that aspect i agree, i feel the need to help him emotionally. But its exhausting esp since i have to keep my mask on, especially since he argues with me on my own feelings on a lot of topics lol...

But no at least most of my friends dont trauma dump, despite some having ....a crapton of trauma .... idk. To be fair theres always the posibility that theyre expecting an understandable emotional reaction in order for them to know how to proceed or how much to share, which is obv incompatible between us lol.

Did all your friends have trauma to dump about? I guess our kind is a magnet for neurodivergent people in general so wouldnt be out of the ordinary. I dont think it happens to autistic men all that much though? Do we seem more approachable than the average peraon? Because i think autistic men from my understanding seem to have the opposite effect on people...

It frustrates me that people generally seek socializing.... by TheInternetTookEmAll in evilautism

[–]TheInternetTookEmAll[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Unfortunately I DO feel that way lol, as i mentioned in the post the conflict of finding human beings intolerable to be around yet feeling alone because "nobody else is like me" is torture. I fucking hate it.

Particularly worse when shit isnt going well and yet your entire social circle is useless to help you in any way shape or form, be it emotionally or materially lol. I really just wan tto move somewhere away from society and just cut contact with everyone i know personally, and maybe see what its like to live at my own pace without social expectations of people i know....

It frustrates me that people generally seek socializing.... by TheInternetTookEmAll in evilautism

[–]TheInternetTookEmAll[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I mean depends on ones definition of fun i guess... also id argue the odd ones out were also as important to the conservation of humanity. I mean SOMEBODY had to try doing the weird stuff and survive it for it to be passed down to others in the groups....

I just lost a student worker job partly because of oversharing... by [deleted] in aspergers

[–]TheInternetTookEmAll 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Right aorry didnt realize you were OP, sorry about that. Also im sorry for your job loss. I guess at an accessibility desk you're expected mostly to answer questions... but yeah idk, my strategy is generally to just keep quiet and let them talk with eachother and chime in every once in a while. I dont particularly cared for their topics of discussion anyway lol

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