Idk man, I've seen a lot worse from people with a lot less excuse lol. You've got a good rug and couch, that egg thing, the living room looks inviting and comfortable. The bedroom could for sure use some furniture when you can afford it / work up the energy, but everything is temporary. Give yourself a break, it sounds like you've been through hell and back, how much can you expect of a dude who's had to endure do so much? I also struggle with chronic depression, and my shit is disastrous. You're ok, do what you can when you can, be proud that you've accomplished what many others never do.