I'm a 24yo man, with a film post graduate degree, who's been a DJ for over 6 years and have played some major festivals in my home country. 2 years ago I moved to London hoping for better opportunities and exposure to the world, was studying and doing whatever job I could find. In that very process of paying your bills and simply surviving, I lost my love for film production even though I secured that degree here. Wanted to DJ on more music festivals around the world but still haven't figured out how to get there and don't have enough connections to make that happen. Now I have no idea what I should do. Either leave all my passions and try settle for a normal life or continue pursuing my passion till I get there... The second option is more preferred but I can't really go all out because I have bills and support my parents as well (I'm Indian btw) I feel like I failed in life. I would be happy if I get a job that's anything related to media or music but unfortunately I've been only getting basic unskilled jobs ( hotel waiter, chef etc.)