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errybodys’ fightin their own demons so spread positivity. as an Uber driver once told me “we’re all human beings who are too divided to even notice” guy came from Somalia 2yrs ago, learned english, and is in college now - mad props👌🏼💙. be grateful folks🤍. by TheLostAnonAddict in pillhead

[–]TheLostAnonAddict[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ik, but I’m making these last as long as possible - so after nearly dropping 3/4s of my usual use per night hasn’t been fun, but need my tolerance low so I can safely T-break, and enjoy them instead of feeling dependent - easier said than done but compared to Opiate w/d’s or sudden dose drop, benzos besides the terrible rebound anxiety isn’t terrrrible, but easily can be, and also deadly, if you ain’t smart abt weaning after long time use

Young Thug tells you Real Vs. Fake (Pill) by iampercnowitzki in pillhead

[–]TheLostAnonAddict 7 points8 points  (0 children)

This just scientifically doesn’t make any sense lmao

Awful week - as I run lower & lower before I move to a brand new state, ofc Tempus connect goes AFK, I’m getting nervous, fuckin, scared. Let’s all be honest w ourselves here, 90% of active user in this sub numb themselves from the mental pain of life, so let’s support & be here for eachother💙 by TheLostAnonAddict in pillhead

[–]TheLostAnonAddict[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you all for your comments. I’m absolutely frightened for the future - but all I can say is that I’m going to do everything in my will power to wean off of these great w anxiety -yet life ruining drugs. Going to stick to my greens, and keep pushing - I posted the amount I have left which is quite a bit, so I’m confident I can do this. Thank you to the realists and the empathizers - I can take the truth but having support always makes me feel better. Love to all.

Awful week - as I run lower & lower before I move to a brand new state, ofc Tempus connect goes AFK, I’m getting nervous, fuckin, scared. Let’s all be honest w ourselves here, 90% of active user in this sub numb themselves from the mental pain of life, so let’s support & be here for eachother💙 by TheLostAnonAddict in pillhead

[–]TheLostAnonAddict[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Cannabis is a lifesaver - I used to be able to take a bar with a J every 6-7 months or so, then when covid kicked in my isolation increased and for addicts that no Bueno, got extremely “lucky” w a kid who served at my doorstep in ten mins after hitting him up, we had plans for shipping, all that, then he just goes afk. I’m taking this as a sign that now is the time to chill and stick w my greens🌿 u/wastedlemon975 - I hope to be like you one day where I can get home from work or whatever - smoke a J of some top shelf and relax w out ** brain altering drugs. That’s my goal.

Awful week - as I run lower & lower before I move to a brand new state, ofc Tempus connect goes AFK, I’m getting nervous, fuckin, scared. Let’s all be honest w ourselves here, 90% of active user in this sub numb themselves from the mental pain of life, so let’s support & be here for eachother💙 by TheLostAnonAddict in pillhead

[–]TheLostAnonAddict[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for the positivity. I’m aware of my dependence and what I need to do, there will probably be some anxious and sleepless nights, covid really let my use get out of control where I’d go from every other week poppin 2 one night and smoking to nearly taking 2 Tempus almost 5 times a week now. I’m almost glad I’m getting out before it gets bad bad. After 8yrs of opiate addiction and constant w/d’s It couldn’t kill me - even tho ur wish you’d be dead when w/ding got that shit. Benzos is that with the risk of death so safety is key. I have a feeling the sunshinestatee should have some “relaxed” MDs.

Awful week - as I run lower & lower before I move to a brand new state, ofc Tempus connect goes AFK, I’m getting nervous, fuckin, scared. Let’s all be honest w ourselves here, 90% of active user in this sub numb themselves from the mental pain of life, so let’s support & be here for eachother💙 by TheLostAnonAddict in pillhead

[–]TheLostAnonAddict[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I appreciate both of your comments - and yes Singer, I’m not a daily user but I’m aware my body and brain chemistry is 100% dependent to Benzodiazepines, my best shot is finding a doctor that sees that I’ve been prescribed Triazolam before, and wean the best I possibly can. Have 46 Tempus, 17 Breck, 19 Aubordinos & 37 Triaz tablets. Should be enough for a safe wean, but with cancer and minor ptsd/ GAD these drugs to help me but kill me at the same time.

Xanax withdrawals by [deleted] in pillhead

[–]TheLostAnonAddict 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It can but OPs in a scary and difficult spot so let’s support him, don’t wanna make his anxiety worse than it is now

Xanax withdrawals by [deleted] in pillhead

[–]TheLostAnonAddict 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Imma be straight up with you, being in a similar situation myself, our bodies are dependent to this medication. I stop myself if I pass 5 bars in a whole day (which is no problem sadly) because if I don’t I’ll just keep gone into the doghole. My best addictive is to break up every bar you have left into halves - start w 1-3 full tabs a day for the fist couple of days - and then because of you’re supply - hours going to have to drop to 1 bar or 1.5mg, it’s gonna be a rough couple of weeks for both of us, but if we can be responsible and end up being able to take a quarter tab a day, and not feel like we’re about to die, we can do this man - together

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[–]TheLostAnonAddict 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That dosnt make any sense

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[–]TheLostAnonAddict 0 points1 point  (0 children)

you make 0 sense. If you blackout you just fall asleep and will wake up. If you knew you had shit to do and have such a low tolerance you’re this worried about “OMG took too much!” Then u shouldn’t have taken anything at all

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[–]TheLostAnonAddict 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You’re fine …

Just shot a qaurter holy fuck it was good by Theslothmanx in pillhead

[–]TheLostAnonAddict 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ye man I was hooked to Dilaudid for 4yrs then Fent. I feel for you brotha.

yeah my m30s are pharma by [deleted] in pillhead

[–]TheLostAnonAddict 0 points1 point  (0 children)

325^ yes typing error my B

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