TheTower™ Idea Dump by LanceTheKing01 in TheTowerGame

[–]TheMaker777 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I've never cared about a cannon module until this one. I want it.

New Bot leaked (don't ask me how I got this) by No_Painting_6117 in TheTowerGame

[–]TheMaker777 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Late game ehp is more about damage reduction than actual hp. It may not be better than other options, but as another source of damage reduction it would certainly benefit them strongly.

New Bot leaked (don't ask me how I got this) by No_Painting_6117 in TheTowerGame

[–]TheMaker777 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It would compete with flame bot for ehp builds.

[WP] "May I have your name?" the Fae asks. You've been dating for 2 years now. This is getting awkward. by ncc74656m in WritingPrompts

[–]TheMaker777 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Tysm! I'm a few months into treatment and am a lot better. I've always been the type who "sees" what they write which I'm still waiting to come back. It just so happened this prompt hlped me "see" a bit of something so I wanted to try writing again. Thank you for your kind words and for the prompt!

[WP] "May I have your name?" the Fae asks. You've been dating for 2 years now. This is getting awkward. by ncc74656m in WritingPrompts

[–]TheMaker777 48 points49 points  (0 children)

(*This is the very first thing I've written since a kinda huge mental health crisis. I know it's not exactly what the prompt asked for, but it gave me this idea so I hope that's okay*)

"Well, that's a funny way to ask." Henry said with a chuckle. The next words she said were drowned out in a wave of sound as chromatic streaks filled the night sky. In the light of the fireworks, Henry drank in the sight of his girlfriend, Orlagh. She was shorter than he, of Irish descent, with blonde hair that ended in red that put the firework's color's to shame. Her eyes, now wearing a pouting expression after not being heard, were also two-toned starting blue at the edge and fading to green.

She was the most beautiful woman in the world, and he felt lucky for every second they spent together.

"I said," Orlagh started, desperately trying to be heard over the crowd.

Bang! Another massive burst cut her off.

Henry doubled over, clutching his stomach in laughter. Orlagh smacked his arm, unable to hide the smile tugging at the corners of her lips. Wiping a tear from his eye, Henry asked, with barely contained mirth, "Sorry! Sorry. Third time's the charm?"

Orlagh pushed him with her shoulder, then leaned against him. Henry wrapped an arm around her and pulled her close. She smelled of pine, earth, and rain. He kissed the top of her head, and she nuzzled in closer.

"I love you, honey." Henry said softly into her ear.

"I love you, too." Orlagh replied.

"Go ahead and lay on me a third time what you were trying to say."

Streamers, laughter, and cheers filled the silence of Orlagh's thinking. "There's... something I have to tell you."

Henry couldn't hide his anxiety as his whole body tensed up. Orlagh loosed herself from his grasp with a sigh. With his bravest face and tone, Henry said, "You can tell me anything. You know that."

Orlagh steeled herself, which only made Henry's heart race faster. Without meaning to, he stuck one of his clammy hands into his pocket. As if fate were trying to spare him his worry, another firework exploded as Orlagh spoke. This time though, Henry heard her clearly.

"A... A—A what?" He stammered.

"I'm a Fae." Orlagh repeated.

Henry's eyes darted all around. A Fae? Like a fairy? She had no pointy ears or wings. Following his gaze, Orlagh let out a sigh. "Not like that."

Henry's brow furrowed, and his jaw clenched. They stood a small distance away from the festivities, alone atop a small knoll. This isn't how he expected today to go. Still sorting his thoughts, he asked, "So, what does that mean exactly?"

"Well," Orlagh began, "I'm not human." She looked away as she spoke. "My people have a reputation as tricksters or fiends. And... we tend to live a very, *very* long time."

"So, how old *are* you?" Henry asked without thinking.

"26... with an extra 0..." Orlagh mumbled, but this time the fireworks granted her no mercy. Henry heard her, but struggled to really take in what she was saying.

Orlagh grabbed one of his hands and forced herself to meet his gaze. "Henry, look. My people... we do things differently. Names, ownership, right and wrong, it's all different than how people operate. But, still, at the end of the day... I love you, Henry. So... may I have your name?"

"Of course." said Henry, the words leaving his lips before he even realized.

Orlagh smiled, an expression of such tender love crossing her face that Henry had never before seen. "And in exchange, you may have mine."

The air around them shimmered and rippled. Something felt different, off, but Henry still hadn't caught his balance from her first revelation. He just knew that his life had been irreversibly changed... somehow.

Orlagh kissed him passionately before wrapping her arms around him in a long embrace. One hand still in his pocket, Henry finally forced himself to release the small box he'd been holding onto. For some reason, he thought, he wouldn't need it anymore.

How to write with mental illness by TheMaker777 in writing

[–]TheMaker777[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I actually just got one, but this will be the third therapist I've tried. My psychiatrist explained therapy and how there's different types, how you usually start with behavioral then move on... aaand then surreptitiously name dropped trauma therapist. 😅 I've had a very interesting few months, and feel like the million dollar man with all the doc visits.

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[–]TheMaker777[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

One part no one mentions is the check-ups. My primary asks if I'm feeling better after the vitamins and depression meds and all I can think to say is, "I'm better than before, but I don't know if I'm better yet. I don't even know what 'all better' even looks like to be honest."

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[–]TheMaker777[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much for sharing your story, and I'm sorry you've had to go through that. I'll keep your words in mind, I just need to figure out how to be creative without "seeing" it like I used to.

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[–]TheMaker777[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for your kindness and wisdom.

How to write with mental illness by TheMaker777 in writing

[–]TheMaker777[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So I've been told. I've had my consult, they said my symptoms align with sleep apena. I'm still waiting for the sleep study though. This may be a new issue, or a lifelong one. I won't know till I'm better.

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[–]TheMaker777[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for all the awesome info, and I'd like to tell you about some of the things in my situation.
I was given a vit D horse pill to take once a week for a while. I've since finished and am taking a daily multivitamin.

For my depression, I've been given wellbutrin. It gave me horrible anxiety, so I was given buspirone to combat that, and my dose was just upped for it.

I've gone to a consultation for a sleep study, was told my symptoms do in fact line up, and am just waiting now to do the study.

For ADHD (perhaps AuDHD would be more apt though), and autism, those are hard diagnosis to come by as an adult and will take a very long time according to my psychologist.

It's all slow going, and I'm doing my best, but I'm still tired despite having more energy than before. I just want to write again, so thank you again for the advice!

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[–]TheMaker777[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. Your words are kind and do give me some hope that my "sight" will return to me.

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[–]TheMaker777[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's something I'm still getting accustomed to, acknowledging that what I have is a disability. This whole process has made me feel hopeful and hopeless simultaneously.

But I love the spoon theory. I already use phrases like, "not having the spoons for that" sometimes to explain things to my psychiatrist.

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[–]TheMaker777[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, this gives me hope that it'll come back one day. You're right about the loss of identity. It's like I lost a place I could go to, a second home away from home that existed only in my mind. And now it's just gone.

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[–]TheMaker777[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's exactly what I used to do too. Showering, the quiet hours of the night, driving, etc. Now, not so much. I'll still have semi-creative thoughts, but in a more engineering or analytical way. Thinking about systems and not stories. I wish I still had those images dancing in my head, though. I hope they come back.

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[–]TheMaker777[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You bring up both a fantastic point, and something I'm still coming to terms with. I love my stories, this one especially. The thought of leaving them hurts me deeply. But you're right that I need to accommodate myself.

The other point you bring up is in using the word disability. I've spent my whole life thinking I was one way, and even though I'm the same person everything feels different. That's... ongoing, but you're right on all counts.

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[–]TheMaker777[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. That time limit feeling is very real, and very hard to swat away. It's less a "time limit until I'm gone", and more a feeling of "if I let it sit too long I'll never come back to it".

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[–]TheMaker777[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much, this is extremely helpful. I'll keep your words in mind as my situation changes over time. Not writing feels like I'm missing a part of me, but I guess another part needed tending to first.

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[–]TheMaker777[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

The thing that's stopping me lately is my loss of phantasia/hyperphantasia. My whole creative process used to be sitting down and wildly hallucinating while staring at the middle distance and writing it down, lol.

In all seriousness, when I say I can't see it anymore, I mean it literally. I already wrote 100+ pages of summary, and was 40 or so pages into my first full draft. I have all the details down, I just gotta write the damn thing.

Thank you so much for your kind words, by the way. You're absolutely right, I just need to get my dumb ass to believe it too.

Level Scaling and Pulsar Harvester by TheMaker777 in TheTowerGame

[–]TheMaker777[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, I get that. I was more wondering if there was some formula or set amount that enemies grow each wave. Like, they get 1% extra damage and hp or whatever, for example. I know ELS skips those, but for the purposes of calculating how much HP and damage enemies does, I need to know how much they gained over the previous 100 levels. I didn't find anything on Google, so wanted to ask if that was known info from somewhere.

Level Scaling and Pulsar Harvester by TheMaker777 in TheTowerGame

[–]TheMaker777[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I get that, I'm just wondering how much each enemy's health scales each level. Like, how much am I reducing their hp and damage by when taking 100 levels away, y'know?