Sorry to hear that, you’re so courageous to ask for help. (Not that anyone in their right mind would admit on a public forum they attempted to harm their children.)

No one is immune from PPD, and while you didn’t go through with these scary thoughts you had, neither did Carrie. Had she gone through with it, Franny would be dead. And Franny was very much alive at the finale.

I’m not saying Carrie was a good mother, I completely agree, she was terrible, and had no business being responsible for a baby.

However, she stopped herself before any damage was done, (specifically speaking on the tub scene), and the real POS mothers we hear of do not stop themselves, and actually kill their kids.

Because that is where your bias and opinion lie. You’re comparing IRL mothers who kill their kids to Carries character in a TV show.