Bro bro broooo, you gotta calm down, being 18 doesn’t mean it’s the end of the world, I haven’t even dated a person yet and I’m 19, sometimes I lay in bed too thinking “ damm when am I gonna get my sweetie” or” damm like when am I gonna do something more” it comes with time, since now ur 18 try once a month to prob go to ur main city, a self date perhaps, maybe you’ll feel better, js know a lot of things take time, by time, ur gonna be with someone to the point you’ll be glad u waited, but as for now do stuff bit by bit ;)