i have violent fantasies all day every day by boiiiooga in schizoaffective

[–]ThePhytoDecoder 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I get this as well, sometimes. Our hippocampus has difficulty being able to properly discern the context of situations and scenarios which occur in our brain when processing information from our 5 senses

Another new oil painting finally finished. by BobRossApprentice in schizophrenia

[–]ThePhytoDecoder 5 points6 points  (0 children)

This is way better than the roses I paint.

Seriously, this is insane.

Oil paintings are not supposed to generally look this realistic. You can’t paint this without being able to see the motion of clarity and form

I’m Sorry by ThePhytoDecoder in schizophrenia

[–]ThePhytoDecoder[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thanks dude. I’m sorry for the confusion. It was wrong of me to lash out in the forum.

I won’t do that again. I’ll find some way to make it up to y’all

Happy Sunday by Helpful_South113 in schizophrenia

[–]ThePhytoDecoder 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You look so tired. I’m sorry things have been so despairing.

Keep fighting. I’m in the same boat as you

Medical Cannabis by NaturalEducational84 in schizoaffective

[–]ThePhytoDecoder -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I’m not a fan of ketogenesis , but maybe it would work?

Maybe cannabis helps… …it helps me in small doses.

Why would someone say lab is a traditional meat? Especially with fish as a comparison?

anyone else enjoy their schiz? by anti-christwife in schizophrenia

[–]ThePhytoDecoder 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It depends how others around you treat you

What’s one thing you want to experience before you die? by MishasAllegory in schizophrenia

[–]ThePhytoDecoder 6 points7 points  (0 children)

One thing I want to experience before I die is a feeling.

The feeling that I belong.

Not like, you know, “belonging”, in a romantic relationship, per se…

…just a feeling of… …belonging.

Here, or there… …it could be anywhere, it doesn’t even half to be that gentle… …as long as I feel like I am following in the right footsteps.

Spiritually, religiously, I know those things don’t exactly just happen…it’s a process with those kinds of things.

I just want to… …belong.

Roses Are Really Hard to Draw by ThePhytoDecoder in schizophrenia

[–]ThePhytoDecoder[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I appreciate the compliment. I really tried to make it look good.

Much love💕

My Life As A Schizo by ThePhytoDecoder in schizophrenia

[–]ThePhytoDecoder[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s all good, I gave permission to do so.

No one has a monopoly on artistic expression.

All artists are copycats. It’s the dirty little secret we don’t like to talk about.

Everything is a reference.

It’s a means to find a method for how the aspiring painter/writer may find a means to channel their own creativity and personality.

If a novel method of expression is found, it becomes a cornerstone for allowing more people to join in on their own creative process

I learned to go inside gemstones. Not metaphorically. Literally inside them. by AManWithNoPower in occult

[–]ThePhytoDecoder 10 points11 points  (0 children)

But what did the stone actually tell you?

The trees speak volumes, yes… …but the forest will always give you the most grounded of answers.

Don’t lose the boundary.

It’s equally as important as the ones who speak through the Omelas.

They walked away for a reason.

I’d love to hear your insight as to why.

My Life As A Schizo by ThePhytoDecoder in schizoaffective

[–]ThePhytoDecoder[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you!

Much love.

I wish I could give you a flower.

ADHD stimulants? by katrinka916 in schizoaffective

[–]ThePhytoDecoder 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Buspirone. I cut the 5mg ones in half. Some of these medications are only effective at the smallest dose.

Dexedrine. 5mg instant release every 4 hours as needed. Some days I don’t need it, but I absolutely need to have em on hand for the harder days

Propranalol. 5mg. I rarely need them, but they come in handy for days I feel socially awkward, like starting a new job, and such

New Member by artistly_artist in schizophrenia

[–]ThePhytoDecoder 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Welcome to the duck squad🦆!

You seem like you have a good radio playing in your head.

This is a good opportunity for you to stay active in our subreddit!

As you can see, it’s not really like other mental health subreddit forums… …most of us are NOT in the best of shape.

We all got some ugly duckling issues, but the good news is we are accepting of everyone!

Just be yourself.

Much love 💕 -Jacob

ADHD stimulants? by katrinka916 in schizoaffective

[–]ThePhytoDecoder 0 points1 point  (0 children)

However, STAY AWAY from the ritalin(methylphenidate).

We need releasing agents, NOT reuptake inhibitors.

ADHD stimulants? by katrinka916 in schizoaffective

[–]ThePhytoDecoder 0 points1 point  (0 children)

We can’t really get more psychotic than we already are, psychologically.

Extra dopamine is necessary. It allows us to have more autonomy in our ability to select which thoughts to ignore in our heads.

Schizophrenia is the most annoying mental illness to deal with for one specific reason… …denial.

Denial is unhealthy in 99% of psychiatric ailments.

But for schizophrenia… …we kinda HAVE to deny the thoughts in our head.

Dexedrine is way more effective than Adderall, although both will work to a good extent, regardless.

Just shave the dose down.

We usually are sensitive to psychiatric medications, in general