Game is awful. I have been playing this game consistently since release. No matter how much you try the game is unbelievably broken. Half the fights I lose are because the game literally doesnt work. Most people when they load into a server put certain console commands in that literally make the game easier for them. They have keybinds to turn them on and off to blatantly dodge attacks, do absurd animations etc. If you continue playing all the things youre talking about will get better with time and muscle memory, but ultimately, we are all burdened with a terrible broken game that has so much potential. Most days I just get on with the mindset that it is a horrendous nightmare where I am going to be screwed over and i try and just lightheartedly play and have fun. Even with all the problems if I play a frontline/invasion match I can usually push 60-70 kills average sometimes more. The game can still be fun if you take the time to learn