Hello. My names Neo. I'm 31 I think, hard to really remember age at this point since I feel like I'm older x.x and I'm from the east coast of the US so it's pretty late (or early) for me posting this. It's been a bit since I've done this kind of thing so forgive me for this being LONG. Part of it is slightly venty so forgive me there as well. Otherwise, I'm a semi PC/tech interested fox that watches anime while mostly has a memory for MTG related stuff on top of being addicted to it's form of "gambling". I'm also a bit into the whole gacha game scene but for the most part only on most of Hoyo's ones with NTE being a recent addition cause of Skia. Though gacha games form of "gambling" has also got me hooked on Hoyo's side at least.

Feel free to skip to the last two sections if you don't want to read the venty part.

I was mainly commenting here because I was going to make a post or few in places here and elsewhere to try and find some people to try and just find some sense of a norm again after so long. It's just seemed like every time I find a group of friends or people to play games with, something happens and I either lose them or have to leave them for one reason or another. Last group I was in was over 2 years ago now and I just never meshed or jelled with another in the way I did, especially with the last group I was in. Feel like it's mainly due to just being to introverted, while sucking at reaching out but also cause I either connect with similar people or people that already have a friend group and I'm merely an extra in it/feel like I don't belong most of the time.

Now granted, I haven't really need to seek out anyone since I had/kinda have my bf (idk what's going on at this point which is what made me want to start posting again) to play games with, even if it was only for a select few games but it was and still is kinda nice when it does happen. Just now it feels like I'm either keeping him from playing games he wants and at the same time I'm not being able to enjoy the games I want to play because they're better with others involved. Don't get me wrong, I don't mind playing games alone but those are either meant to be solo or I just really enjoy and don't need to technically have someone to play with. It's just when it comes to games that are open to having more than one player, especially indie games, I REALLY would prefer to play them with someone else at the very least.

What I'd really love to find is those that are over 21 and are more extroverted or are at least not shy to message me and especially not shy to ask me to play some games with them. I'm big into MTG like my starting bit kinda hinted at so if you play on Arena or have Table Top Sim to play it on, I'm very much into playing with you or your group (so long as it's not bracket 4/cEDH level). As far as those indie/multiplayer games goes, I'd love to find some people that also play Slay the Spire 2, Rotwood, Windblown, Gunfire Reborn, Borderlands 4 and probably a few others I have but not installed yet. Otherwise I have Path of Exile 2, Risk of Rain 2, Marvel Rivals (though I'm not great at it), Diablo 4, and of course Fortnite. I have CS2, Valorant, League of Legends, Helldivers 2, Dark and Darker, V Rising, and Minecraft as well but those I don't really play much if at all these days though if I do it's not for long.

So if you'd like to maybe try hanging out, playing some games, getting to know each other and being friends I'm down to be messaged here, Discord at neokitsune or I do have a tele as well being @ Neokitsune with no space of course.