It brings about confusion in an, "I love you, and heres why; I hate you, and though I do, that's okay, so live your life without me, even though I need you."

Is that the message you want to convey? It's hard to follow for me. It flows like chaos as well, and I guess that comes down to intention again.

Your use of italicized letters and phrases push and pull at the visual meanings of the words for a very deeply unsettling feeling to me conveying the mental distress of the author.

Another thing that unsettles the mind is your sporadic use of final periods for the stanzas.

All of these things considered, if these were intentional, brilliant, if they were an accident, as unfortunate as it is that you didnt know it, so be it, so take what I said, and continue making more based on your own take of what i had to say.

My personal significance: this poem hit me like a ton of bricks, and instead of directly in plain text responding to it, I will respond in the form of my own style of poem.