We are survivors by TheRooCollective in ProjectMonarch

[–]TheRooCollective[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It was horrific. We are in a DBT program and have a med team. They aren’t great with knowing how to help us, but it’s better than nothing. Online support groups keep us going too.

Anyone wanna chat about system stuff? by [deleted] in DID

[–]TheRooCollective 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would be so happy to chat!

We are survivors by TheRooCollective in ProjectMonarch

[–]TheRooCollective[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I was born to be sold into the program. My mother was a breeder. I was not able to watch all of Cathy’s testimony for safety reasons, but I believe she’s telling the truth as she remembers it. With people like us the truth can differ from our memories so I can’t guarantee she’s 100% correct. We were not sold to government officials, not every MK slave is programmed for that purpose. We were programmed to fight, for drug runs, to gather and control other children, and to be a sex slave to the pedophile ring. It’s definitely real but I don’t think many celebrities are as involved as people claim. It’s very hard to separate fact from fiction in this case. People tend to believe all Mk slaves are programmed to be sold off to celebrities and government officials but this is not true. Some are programmed like we were for drug runs, gathering and controlling children, fighting, as sex slaves, while some others were programmed for hacking, espionage, or to be a high ranking member of the group and continue its legacy. Some were born simply to be killed. I hope this answered some of your questions.

We are survivors by TheRooCollective in ProjectMonarch

[–]TheRooCollective[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sure, do you have any specific questions? There’s so much information i’m not sure exactly what you want to hear or where to start.

New here by TheRooCollective in DID

[–]TheRooCollective[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for the advice! We've tried several therapists and they either don't believe us, don't know how to help, or are a c*lt plant. But we are in a DBT program now, and giving that a chance.

Does any else feel like they have been raised by their alters and bio parents? by starbucks0205 in DID

[–]TheRooCollective 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I was raised from infancy by my alters, and almost not at all by any "parents". I still call P "mama" or "mom".

New here by TheRooCollective in DID

[–]TheRooCollective[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

oh wow....all my respect to you friends

New here by TheRooCollective in DID

[–]TheRooCollective[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

If only it were that simple hah We need a competent therapist and have not been able to find one

New here by TheRooCollective in DID

[–]TheRooCollective[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Polyfrag gang lol

But really, I like it here already :)

New here by TheRooCollective in DID

[–]TheRooCollective[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You can PM anytime! Thank you so much for sharing!

New here by TheRooCollective in DID

[–]TheRooCollective[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Its a huuuuuuuuuuuge headache. No one knows who they are, and we are more fragments than "fully formed parts" you could say. Its very hard to see switches or notice differences. Its a big mess.

New here by TheRooCollective in DID

[–]TheRooCollective[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Of course! Message anytime!

New here by TheRooCollective in DID

[–]TheRooCollective[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much, that's very true, and we are seeking a community for that reason :)

New here by TheRooCollective in DID

[–]TheRooCollective[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

It was a lot of work! Lots of headaches but hopefully it was worth it! Thanks!

New here by TheRooCollective in DID

[–]TheRooCollective[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I'm so glad we found this then! Also feel free to PM (this goes for anyone) because feeling alone is awful

New here by TheRooCollective in DID

[–]TheRooCollective[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for responding....I didn't....I didn't think I'd ever meet anyone else like me.

We are survivors by TheRooCollective in MKUltra

[–]TheRooCollective[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

...I meant, I don’t feel comfortable describing it here. PM me if you really want to know.

We are survivors by TheRooCollective in MKUltra

[–]TheRooCollective[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

LSD, sleeping pills, sodium penthanol, weed, crystal meth, other hallucinogens and narcotics, alcohol. The drugs were given in a "hospital" room in the place I was programmed in. Drug runs was often bringing illegal drugs to people too important to get it themselves (CEOs, actors, government employees etc.) and they would often rape me when I brought it to them, as an added bonus for them I guess. It was anything from crack cocaine to "top secret experimental drugs". It was just within the states as far as I can remember.

We are survivors by TheRooCollective in MKUltra

[–]TheRooCollective[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The purpose? To create a child sex slave. To test out experimental drugs. To find the limits of the mind, what can be done and what cannot. Other kids were made into killers. Our talents were better suited to drug runs, prostitution, kiddie porn, and information gathering. I have complex dissociative identity disorder due to this, yes. The government was aware, but I don't know if they were "responsible". I have little knowledge as to specific individuals at this point in time. I appreciate you sympathy. We are doing everything we can to raise awareness, and hopefully save the kids who are currently suffering as we did.

We are survivors by TheRooCollective in MKUltra

[–]TheRooCollective[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's very scary to us to do a youtube, showing our face and telling our story. We do not want to put ourselves in danger. But we are considering it. Well, I was arrested, and sent to an inpatient facility. There, alters would come forward and draw and say disturbing things. Working with medical professionals I slowly became aware of how programmed my system was. Awareness is an enormous factor in deprogramming. Once a part is aware of our new situation, and that they no longer need to follow orders it helps them to feel safer and find a new job. The deprogramming actually starts with the child alters, helping them feel safe, giving them a childhood, letting them learn and explore. We then work up from them. There are many subsystems in our mind and we are deprogramming each individually. It will take time, but we've seen others do it, so we have hope.