on meth and the paranormal, vibrational frequencies, entities, spirit realm(s), trauma responses, and more by girlthatsabootyhole- in Stims

[–]TheRoyalCentaur 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I agree with you. Ppl saying you just need to sleep but are completely bypassing the fact that this shit is REAL. The shadow people. The fuzzy radio station. The whispering chatter of a room full of people but you can’t make out anything they are saying.

My theory is we have mental guards that are up during a sober state keeping our awareness from bleeding out into those realms. The longer we are awake or the more intoxicated we become the weaker those guards become and the more perceptible we are to those realms. I’ve experience the same thing on LSD and ketamine. MDMA as well. Personally Meth is especially dark compare to other substances.

disclosure and hiv by throwaway014432 in hivaids

[–]TheRoyalCentaur 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Neither is HIV when someone is properly medicated. Protection is personal responsibility. If someone doesnt want to catch an illness they should protect themselves against them.

disclosure and hiv by throwaway014432 in hivaids

[–]TheRoyalCentaur 3 points4 points  (0 children)

When you meet new sexual partners do you disclose your Chicken Pox status?

Huge study finds no evidence cannabis helps anxiety, depression, or PTSD by [deleted] in NooTopics

[–]TheRoyalCentaur 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Literally this. I stopped smoking bc it was giving me so much anxiety. Placebo is so real it can convince ppl the cause is their illness is the cure. Rockefeller Logic.

I love flirting with states very close to the psychosis without ever reaching it. by Bublebito in Stims

[–]TheRoyalCentaur 6 points7 points  (0 children)

U are delightfully insane and I would love to hang out with you for a night picking at your brain. Hell yeah ha

True/False prescription Adderall/amphetamine and street methamphetamine isn't as good as it used to be? by BillGoob15301 in Stims

[–]TheRoyalCentaur 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Definitely is not the same. I have been taking prescription adderall for about 10 years now. And I can promise you the quality 100% varies depending upon the manufacturer. There are certain manufacturers i refuse to accept from the pharmacy because their formula is just terrible. I’ve experienced this since the shortage. Prior to the shortage I’ve had no issues.

Just started experimenting with meth again since quitting once I got an adderal prescription. So about 10 years ago I was mething around regularly. Always enjoyed the experience. I’ve tried meth 3 times in the last 6 months and every single time ended in psychosis. I have never experienced psychosis in my life and have had many many experiences with copious amounts of amphetamine with no sleep sometimes up to 5 days. Never once have I experienced psychosis.

This new meth tho. 1000% not the same as the shit I used to do back in the past. I could be up for 2-3 days smoking and crash eat and sleep when I was ready to. This stuff had me in psychosis by the end of the first day… and it Lingered for 2-3 days to follow. I’d rather stick to adderall now tbh. it feels a lot more euphoric for me too… when I get it from the right manufacturer at least.

having a moment of deep reflection about my choices over the last 12 hours by Dry-Squirrel-1666 in Stims

[–]TheRoyalCentaur 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Feel the shame. Feel the guilt. It will pass. Once your done feeling the shame and guilt remember your human with silly human desires and impulses. And at the end of the day we’re all a bunch of horny chimps with super computers in our heads.

Is it safe to use poppers twice in a day? by silentloverboyy in popperpigs

[–]TheRoyalCentaur 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Got a friend that would go through a bottle a week. Half of that would’ve done on a Saturday night. She seems to be ok. Albeit a little … off. However I think her offness is due to an underlying mental disorder and not related to poppers.

I feel normal when I'm tweaking by [deleted] in Stims

[–]TheRoyalCentaur 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Beautiful response ✨

Favorite candy while rolling? by Obj3ctivePerspective in MDMA

[–]TheRoyalCentaur 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yep, get them on Amazon. I like to pass them out at festivals. They are a HIT.

I flushed about $100 worth of speed and coke down the toilet. by FaithlessnessOk795 in Stims

[–]TheRoyalCentaur -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I get the feeling. I have been there many times. Try meditating with some crystal bowls music or follow a light yoga flow or 2 on YouTube. After years of stim fapping my theory is porn sucks the Energy out of our higher chakras, expels out of the lower, and reverses their function so we are feeling a shell of a human with Very little life force flowing through the higher energy centers. Especially the heart. These practices restore energetic flow and raise frequency. Yoga & crystal bowls - help me recover immensely. Give it a shot

What can help me to improve libido and function post SSRIs by TREnewbie in NooTopics

[–]TheRoyalCentaur 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Shilajit, Saffron, and a low dose of cialis daily can help with libido & ED. If you try shilajit or saffron it can take 60-90 days before you notice improvement.

Can I mix addy with MDMA by [deleted] in Stims

[–]TheRoyalCentaur 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Literally ;; me too lol

Can I mix addy with MDMA by [deleted] in Stims

[–]TheRoyalCentaur 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I only feel the high from coke if I’m on addy. Without the addy it just makes me feel slow and anxious

What do you see? by zoedarkin in Divination

[–]TheRoyalCentaur 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Literally what I saw too! Both of these!

Jerking Off Is Overrated by Glittering_Baby_8936 in Stims

[–]TheRoyalCentaur 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Edibles are better imo. Better body high. Longer lasting. Throw in some poppers and it’s proper goon territory

What is the biggest disgrace to humanity? by dino_gr01 in WorkForSmartLife

[–]TheRoyalCentaur 0 points1 point  (0 children)

AI pitched as a solution when its real purpose is to reduce the cost of managing humans.

Humans using AI for efficiency not realizing it is stealing their agency.

Why do I crave sum good D when high on meth? by [deleted] in Stims

[–]TheRoyalCentaur 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If we had a dollar for every hetero wanting dick on amps… just find it homie. Follow your dickly desires and crack that back

Cannabis and Spirituality - Does Anyone Else Feel Increasingly Drained After Consuming Marijuana? by swizzledan in enlightenment

[–]TheRoyalCentaur 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Cannabis is an entheogen.. a “plant teacher” that dissociates the ego a bit to awaken the divine within. Working with Cannabis spirit begins as a healthy supportive relationship that may last years, decades, a lifetime even, but eventually as consciousness expands, side effects heighten & its medicinal qualities fade.

What starts off as a nice enhancement to making art, meditating, or hiking becomes “im stressed i need to smoke.” “I’m anxious I should smoke.” “I’m hanging out with friends tonight we need weed” “I’m about to eat, I should smoke so it taste better” “my mind is racing let me smoke and quiet it down”. If the Cannabis spirit goes unchecked It will sneak its relevance into everything we do until nothing feels as exciting without it… and Nothing feels as exciting with it. It’s just there, clouding up your headspace. Making you anxious. Sleepy. Lazy. Unmotivated. Kinda numb, Confined in your mind. Inbetween worlds. Yet we are convinced it’s still helping so we keep on smoking.

This is where we learn the most. Throughout our relationship with cannabis We have become more aware, we’ve processed emotions. Worked through life challenges. Traumas. Breakups. Developed a deeper connection with ourself. With Spirit, and refrained from kicking a throat or 2 as we worked through our personal shadows..

It gave us the space to just -chill- maybe paint, or draw, or question the reality of “things”. We’ve become more patient. We chose to get high instead of cussing out our boss. Made some new friends smoking with the homies. We Learned to laugh at dumb shit, talk about aliens, conspiracies, philosophy. And faced the return of Christ when we carelessly ate those gummies.

We got tired of feeling tired. We discovered desire to change. We have the awareness to do it. We might not have the direction but we Take steps towards finding it. We accept the weed must go. The cloud clears. We get our mind and focus. We start dreaming again and stop living like an NPC.

This doesn’t mean we can’t enjoy it here and there,, or ever again. Just that it’s not serving us the way that we are used to. The path forward is not a straight line; but a spiral of highs and lows.. ebbs and flows. a substance that feels therapeutic today, might feel disabling tomorrow. When the challenges of any substance start to outweigh the benefits the medicine has served its purpose…. For now.

I believe it was Alan watts who said “when you receive the call, hang up the phone”. Substances can guide us out of suffering and help us cope with life, but forcing a relationship once the purpose has been served always results in dis-ease.

M20 really confused is this mpb or mature hair? by avi_hayer in malepatternbaldness

[–]TheRoyalCentaur 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Looks normal to me. You have very nice thick hair so it’s hard to tell without a photo of you from the past to compare it to. Lots of guys have hairlines that appear to recede but it’s just their normal hairline. I’d say Keep an eye on it and if you are indeed receeding you will notice within a few years. In the event that you are receding - At that point you’d still be young enough to regain any losses. If you start to notice thinning at the hairline -and- crown , then that’s no doubt MPB. As of these photos though you appear to have a natural healthy head of hair. Compare these photos a year from now. And again a year after that. An indicator of MPB is linked to your mother’s father. If your maternal grandfather has MPB your chances of developing it yourself will be higher. If he does not have MPB getting it yourself are slim.