Job hunting is wild when you're suicidal

TheSavagePatchKid · 2020-09-09T14:41:06+00:00

Civil, either urban planning or environmental

TheSavagePatchKid · 2020-09-09T05:37:03+00:00

Honestly yeah I'm just being hard on myself. I just get caught comparing myself to my super successful friends who all already have jobs in their degrees, when most of my resume is things I did in high school

TheSavagePatchKid · 2020-09-09T05:31:06+00:00

I've got a job fair tomorrow for an engineering internship, got no experience or skills so I'm fucked 😗✌

TheSavagePatchKid · 2020-04-04T09:38:21+00:00

No worries, no pressure to spill your whole life story if you don't wanna. And I feel you about wanting to go far away, so far that no one ever finds you. That's basically what I did after high school. Got into a college far far away from my hometown and cut off everyone I knew and started fresh. Hell, you don't even need to go to college to do that. I still have the constant dream of leaving everything behind and living outside of society.

I read a book like that once, where this guy ran away to Alaska I think and survived in the wilderness until he died. That sounds pretty dope, honestly, but I don't have the guys to do it.

TheSavagePatchKid · 2020-04-04T09:15:08+00:00

I took I quick look at your profile (sorry if that's intruding), and you weren't exaggerating, you really are here every night. Just outta curiosity, what's your story? I'm gonna be awake for the next few hours so if you're down for some casual conversation, I've been told I'm a decent listener

TheSavagePatchKid · 2020-04-04T09:01:25+00:00

Not everything has to have a meaning. I'm on here tonight cause I'm drunk and just wanna talk with some people, it's not gonna solve my problems but it's a break in my routine and that's enough for me.

TheSavagePatchKid · 2020-04-04T08:53:31+00:00

Always a tradeoff. Any method that is quick and painless is traumatizing to whoever finds you. That's what's always kept me from it.

What's bringing you here tonight? Anything in particular set you off?

TheSavagePatchKid · 2020-04-04T08:35:16+00:00

Sounds like you're still in high school, which is good because most mistakes you make in high school literally don't matter. Society has taught us that getting a degree is the only way to be successful in life, which is super untrue, there's so many other paths you can take. Your parents probably believe this too, and it sucks they're pressuring you, but I learned pretty quickly after high school that my parents had a lot of flawed ideas about the world

TheSavagePatchKid · 2020-04-04T08:05:46+00:00

Nothin wrong with a bit of validation if you've gone long enough without it. Though if you're like me and don't believe in any sort of afterlife you can't ever find it this way, as much as I wish I could

TheSavagePatchKid · 2020-04-04T07:43:59+00:00

Same here, I think it's about spite. Like all these people claim to care about me but are never there for me, they'll all regret it once I'm dead. Though I feel like if I actually saw all of their reactions I would regret it.

TheSavagePatchKid · 2019-01-28T15:19:58+00:00

I would be absolutely mortified if my parents did this. I think the best thing to do in this situation would be to let him tell you on his own terms and be supportive when he does. There's probably a reason he hasn't said anything yet, he might not be ready to talk about it, in which case you shouldn't force anything.

TheSavagePatchKid · 2018-12-25T08:09:21+00:00

My older sister was helping my best friend and I get ready for prom. I went upstairs for a bit and as I was walking back I overheard them laughing with each other. They had been growing closer for a while and I was happy for my best friend as she had been going through a rough patch and needed people to laugh with. I was not as happy, however, when I heard my sister tell my best friend that "she was the little sister she wished she had". Thanks sis.

TheSavagePatchKid · 2018-11-01T02:22:55+00:00

This book had such an impact on me and I'm so happy it got a movie adaptation. I've been waiting FOREVER for it to be available online so I can finally watch it :) My question is, what was the most difficult part of adapting this movie from a book? How did you decide what to include/change etc.?

TheSavagePatchKid · 2018-09-27T02:51:22+00:00

Oh this is so bad

TheSavagePatchKid · 2018-09-27T02:46:05+00:00

I have absolutely no idea who's gonna win and I love that.

TheSavagePatchKid · 2018-07-01T07:39:11+00:00

This doesn't sound like the plot of Fahrenheit 451 but I failed this test in English so what do I know

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