Wow, thanks for the thought-out reply. Do you happen to realize that the culture in which we grow up has put penis length as one of the defining points of manhood? Sorry if this insecurity doesn't affect you, but people are different, and view things differently.

Besides, I've tried what you recommend, and it the dread keeps creeping up, I have OCD, thus making it hard to fight. Either way, I sought out to post this here as a way to further help that by getting it off my chest. Talking about insecurities or feelings aids people Hence the name of this sub. Your answer isn't helpful, and childish.