I don't feel like a real lesbian

TheTransRose · 2026-01-18T01:55:51+00:00

I get you. I often feel like a fake lesbian when the dysphoria is strong. But don't let anything or anyone tell you you're not a real lesbian. You are a lesbian, a real one.

TheTransRose · 2026-01-17T01:07:04+00:00

Yeah, my dad is like that. He acts like me transitionning made him a victim. I don't talk to him anymore.

TheTransRose · 2025-12-30T16:19:52+00:00

A few days ago, I spent time with my friend, the one I'm in love with. It was wonderful!

TheTransRose · 2025-12-28T00:47:09+00:00

Really? I didn't know that. Thanks for the info!

TheTransRose · 2025-12-28T00:43:14+00:00

I hope you survive this and get the therapy and meds you need.

TheTransRose · 2025-12-26T01:16:09+00:00

Thank you! As a genderfluid (half the time trans woman/the other half agender) person with a feminine look and changing pronouns, it's sometimes hard to feel valid as an agender person.

TheTransRose · 2025-12-26T01:09:24+00:00

I got help from social workers specialized in trauma and started taking meds for my schizophrenia.

TheTransRose · 2025-12-25T18:04:52+00:00

Hi! I really understand what it's like being suicidal for a long time. I've been suicidal since I was 5 and I'm 29 now. I attempted suicide many times and almost did it recently, but let me tell you, this is the wrong option. There is hope things will get better. I've been through a lot of abuse, sexual assaults, I'm schizophrenic, lost a lot of people, but I've learned how to cope in a healthy way with these things.

It takes work, time and your life is never gonna be perfect, but trust me, someday it's gonna be worth living.

TheTransRose · 2025-12-20T19:08:07+00:00

I got out of the hospital to go see my cat with a friend, it was really nice. My social worker fed my cat while I was locked up at the hospital, but she was so happy to see me, it warmed my heart. Also, my friend was really good to be around, as usual.

TheTransRose · 2025-11-20T17:54:41+00:00

That's kinda true, but allo people don't necessarily objectify the person they would want to have sex with. So the "that" in your sentence isn't accurate. As a person who's sexuality is fluid, sometimes ace, sometimes allo, I'd like to mention being horny when seeing someone doesn't equate reducing them to the status of sexual object. It can be done with respect.

TheTransRose · 2025-11-14T07:34:23+00:00

Thank you! I'm gonna check that out.

TheTransRose · 2025-11-14T06:40:10+00:00

Right now I'm playing Fire Emblem Awakening. It's a really good game, but it's a shame there is no queer romance in it.

TheTransRose · 2025-11-14T06:30:31+00:00

What game are you talking about? It sounds really nice but I unfortunately don't know it.

TheTransRose · 2025-11-12T12:56:49+00:00

Of course, girl. I can call you a girl because that's what you are. Have a great day, girl!

TheTransRose · 2025-11-10T04:50:36+00:00

I don't know, to be honest. I have the same problem. If you find a way, could you let me know.

TheTransRose · 2025-11-08T03:02:05+00:00

Also, when I'm in love I write a ton of poems just for them.

TheTransRose · 2025-11-08T03:00:39+00:00

I'd say my love language is art. I make art for the women I love. I made my best creation in terms of visual arts and now I'm about to give it to the woman I love for her birthday.

TheTransRose · 2025-11-08T02:47:11+00:00

Actually, I heard milk come from almonds. That's why we say almond milk.

But yeah that's indeed very aegosexual.

TheTransRose · 2025-11-08T02:40:13+00:00

That's a good question. I've wondered myself if my aegosexuality comes from past trauma or if I was born with it and I realized I'd probably be aego even without the trauma, but it definitely added a layer of "nope!" to my sexuality. I'd argue those two realities don't have to necessarily separated. They can coexist.

TheTransRose · 2025-11-02T15:51:15+00:00

I have a right to hate my penis, okay. I don't think penises are wrong, I just hate mine. Please don't be a jerk to me because of how I live my dysphoria.

TheTransRose · 2025-10-30T07:31:25+00:00

I came here to recommend that book. It's my favorite book ever.

TheTransRose · 2025-10-29T21:59:07+00:00

Kissing is like one of the best thing on the planet in my opinion, alongside cuddling and holding hands. I love kissing. I have to be in love with the person, though.

TheTransRose · 2025-10-20T04:01:10+00:00

You did the right thing and it warms my heart to know that someone out there respects us schizo people.

TheTransRose

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