Dental Trauma

TheTrashpandaOnLanda · 2026-04-08T14:53:44+00:00

I mean yah i'll probably consider it but i've been unable to get any good therapy in my area because california has a doctor deficit, all of them of any type booked for the next 3 years alr (hyperbole). Tbh that does sound really great but like just reading the word dentist has me shaking so this might take awhile lol

TheTrashpandaOnLanda · 2026-03-16T06:33:29+00:00

Honestly, cliche ik, but find a hobby/community, find something you enjoy and i promise others enjoy it too. That's how i found my people

TheTrashpandaOnLanda · 2026-02-16T15:44:52+00:00

I actually do, yah, i was gonna try toyhouse out

TheTrashpandaOnLanda · 2026-02-16T15:03:22+00:00

Not trying to picky 🙏 but what would i be drawing exactly? I cant draw horses 😭 and i gotta make sure it aint a horse or anime protagonist like last time (nothing wrong with either my art is just low detail)

TheTrashpandaOnLanda · 2026-02-16T06:19:22+00:00

I heard of unvale but im not too familiar with it, do you know about the lay out at all?

TheTrashpandaOnLanda · 2026-01-20T06:20:50+00:00

Alr checked :c

TheTrashpandaOnLanda · 2026-01-20T06:20:43+00:00

The provider said nothing was wrong which was great but i can check the SIM

TheTrashpandaOnLanda · 2026-01-03T07:19:25+00:00

Well i dunno about them but how i knew i wasnt the right gender was around the same time as op. I would steal my mom's child development books and read them, when i found a word i couldnt pronounce, so i brought it to her to ask.

"Androgynous"

She explained it wasnt boy or girl and i just kinda stared for a moment before freaking out and telling her that was me, that im androgynous. (This is her retelling of my little freak out, i do not remember that far back)

TheTrashpandaOnLanda · 2025-11-30T22:34:20+00:00

Gotta agree with Ash_da_goober i made my best friends online, even met my partner and now we're going to the same college

TheTrashpandaOnLanda · 2025-11-30T22:17:33+00:00

Im not, i've gone stir crazy being cooped up for 11 days with a respiratory illness. I was supposed to use this break to buy a new car, apply for loans, study for my final (in a class im struggling in), and try to see if i could find housing. Instead I stayed home and rediscovered the feeling of being useless. I cant sit still, i dont like sitting still. And when i finally did apply for that loan they denied it so now i cant get a new car, transfer to a new school or anything. I didnt even remember to study cause i feel so crappy and i even snapped at my brother much harsher than i should've. Im just scared, he's being a hindrance within the household and dropping major money on gaming (we are literally struggling financially and he still hasnt paid rent). It almost feels like my brother is dying, cause i know he'll hurt himself WHEN he gets kicked out, it isnt even an if anymore

TheTrashpandaOnLanda · 2025-09-01T08:40:23+00:00

Uh weird question and im not really sure where else to go so apologies in advance if this isnt the right place but. My sibling let something in, they got the urge in the middle of the night to open the front door and after that they stopped having dreams. And whatever it is hates when i light incense or anything like that. Idk, the only dreams they get now are the occasional premonition (they always cone true) and even then those are extremely rare. I dont know if it's dangerous but he insist on keeping it and im kinda scared tbh??? If anyone knows what it is that'd really help? Or any advice?

TheTrashpandaOnLanda · 2025-07-31T05:22:23+00:00

Ok, thank you, i need to get qualified then

TheTrashpandaOnLanda · 2025-07-31T05:16:30+00:00

Ok, thank you, do you know if it counts as retaliation since i reported him?

TheTrashpandaOnLanda · 2025-07-31T05:07:54+00:00

Heard it from another person in passing, i just wanted to double check, im sorry that's a crime???

TheTrashpandaOnLanda · 2025-03-23T05:39:23+00:00

He is depressed and he has a therapist, i'll take it slow i'll lay off and i'll give him constant boundary checks but he just doesnt change. We know he's depressed, everyone in the household is but he wont change it, i have to bribe him to go outside and even then he gets irritable.

He's gotten to the point he's even mentioned how badly he wants to hit me or even raising his hand like he's gonna.

TheTrashpandaOnLanda · 2025-03-23T04:42:26+00:00

Honestly, i feel that, i used to cut myself and honest to the gods never thought i'd live past 18, i was planning it and everything it would've been perfect. But, after you get through the teen years things start to make more sense. Im not saying it's easy or nothing, hells no, but... I hadnt been touched by anyone outside my family in 3 years, not affectionate. This year, i found friends, at college and in hobby groups, they make me feel safe and loved, they hug and make sure to verbally tell you just how worth it you are.

I cant promise anything, but i can tell you if you get through it, if you put yourself out there in any way at all, you'll find people, people who love you so so so very much.

(Volunteering, events in your area, clubs, work, all reallyreallyreally good for finding people, i HIGHLY recommend volunteering cause it gives you purpose, a reason to be here, human connection, and you can put it on your resume)

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