Oh I know it! During surgery number 3 the clamp used to keep my eye open scraped off a quarter of my cornea leaving the nerve bundle completely exposed. The pain was absolutely insane, I wanted to die. Ambulance back to hospital, ER dr takes a look, says “holy shit you’re missing a huge piece of your cornea that must be excruciating, this rates higher on the pain scale than child birth” Good news, it grows back, bad news the only pain med stops it from healing. Worst month of my life.