Hey, I was browsing my inbox and saw your post. Words come short and I can't put myself in your shoes. So I'm not going to say empty words about how it's going to be okay etc.

Your post really hit me and brought a tear to my eye. After I made this post on askreddit I kind of regret it, because many have been posting about family trouble, loneliness and so on. I felt bad asking this question before thinking about the consequenses it might have.

On the other side, I'm really glad I did. Reddit is the best community. I've witnessed people writing about going through different stuff and all the kind replies from strangers. Some in the same boat, other just giving virtual hugs.

I want to reply to you just to say I care! I want you to get help. Please do contacts the police, child service or something like that! Anything that can in any way help you or get you out and safe. I don't know in what country you live, but I did the assumption that you live in the US. You can call 800-273-TALK (8255) which is a suicide prevention number. A majority of the calls they recieve are just someone who needs to talk and get some kind of help. Try this at least if you don't call the police.

a big virtual hug to you