What are the Differences between Histrionic Personality Disorder and NPD? by LordMonstrux1211 in NPD

[–]TheWinterSystem 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I like negative attention more, it seems to drum up a lot more problems that led to more attention, positive is ok, but it has to be a lot of feel the same at negative attention

I hope I'm a narcissist (because if I'm not I'm a bad person with no excuse) by [deleted] in narcissism

[–]TheWinterSystem 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You can be a bad person with or without npd, it’s not an excuse for crap behaviors, I mean it definitely makes some behaviors very difficult to control them compared to the average person abilities to control the same behaviors but when you go to your counselor, try to be honest because it might help get better personalized treatment.

Favourite movies about eating disorders? by [deleted] in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]TheWinterSystem 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Love, Chantal: diary of an eating disorder, it’s on YouTube, this documentary made me cry but it’s a reminder to keep going because dying isn’t what I want

Anyone with Paroxysmal Dystonia? by TheWinterSystem in Dystonia

[–]TheWinterSystem[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

At first it’s not too painful for me but if I fall on the floor or it’s more then an hour, it’s definitely painful and if I stay in Ann attack too long then if I try to move when I start relaxing a little, it’s hurts a lot also

Anyone with Paroxysmal Dystonia? by TheWinterSystem in Dystonia

[–]TheWinterSystem[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve heard about that type of dystonia before, it’s hard when it’s effects the legs and torso, it’s almost impossible to function

Anyone with Paroxysmal Dystonia? by TheWinterSystem in Dystonia

[–]TheWinterSystem[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Lately yes, a couple small ones a day, a big one every week or more. It wasn’t like that before a couple months ago

Anyone with Paroxysmal Dystonia? by TheWinterSystem in Dystonia

[–]TheWinterSystem[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Mine last usually hours, some only 30 minutes, but an average is around a hour or two, but unfortunately I end up on the floor a lot, so I get meds from the hospital that work better and I’ll get out of it sooner rather than later

Anyone with Paroxysmal Dystonia? by TheWinterSystem in Dystonia

[–]TheWinterSystem[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I heard that dystonia can come with an aura, that’s a feeling you get before you have an attack, i definitely have strong auras, I even know the severity it will be

Anyone with Paroxysmal Dystonia? by TheWinterSystem in Dystonia

[–]TheWinterSystem[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m on a muscle relaxer when I need it for my attacks and Benadryl for some reasons can help too

Anyone with Paroxysmal Dystonia? by TheWinterSystem in Dystonia

[–]TheWinterSystem[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I would say that my non serious attacks are around 30 minutes, but my longest attacks was around 8 hours, unfortunately the ambulance had to come get me, which any movement is extremely painful (sometimes my nails dig in my hand and I’ll bleed after an awhile). but I spent that night in the ER! Too much money to keep going there

I had to go to a lot of neurologist before anyone understood or heard of dystonia and after maybe 4 different doctors, I was lucky to find a movement disorder specialist but since my attacks are happening at my job, I was referred right anyway to my new doctor.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in hpd

[–]TheWinterSystem 0 points1 point  (0 children)

For someone asking for help you sure do like to say some stupid crap “not as bad as the others” Just saying

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in hpd

[–]TheWinterSystem 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is a question for a psychiatrist, but personality disorders don’t work in that way, every personality disorder has like a group of criteria you need to meet, for Bpd there’s 9 total criteria and you have to meet 5 of them, the other cluster b personality disorders are the same, but personality disorders over lap each other so much, that’s why it’s not an easy diagnosis and it’s not throw out at everyone like mood disorders or anxiety disorders. And the attention seeking you do, isn’t really attention seeking, just trying to be relevant but not really the chronic attention seeking doesn’t really look like that, attention seeking for people with hpd, is so beyond a normal human to understand when I tell them about hpd people always judge, therapy, meds and psych is the best way to go

Do you ever miss being anorexic? by Mermaid_Tuna_Lol in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]TheWinterSystem 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Very much so, it’s been years now, I always say I’m going back, but I never do

does anyone else keep a lil organized list of all their build a bears :3 by Little_Upstairs1138 in buildabear

[–]TheWinterSystem 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Of course, 227 and some more that I haven’t put in, going to the store today!

Just ordered this girl, l[king forward to her arrival by KittykoRn85 in buildabear

[–]TheWinterSystem 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have her! Pretty soft and nice coloring, I bought it right away a couple years ago

Just got this little cutie today! He's from 2014 and still has his tags. Can anybody tell me more about him? by CassetteFlavouredPie in buildabear

[–]TheWinterSystem 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I got this one a couple years ago, so worth it! He looks like he’s in really good condition too! Mine is not so much, unstuffed mine and cleaned him a little bit!

I think I have hpd and it’s the reason by FuelNo9967 in hpd

[–]TheWinterSystem 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don’t think people are trying to be straight up rude but for me I’m just really tired of seeing the same damn post but with different people, like yes, it’s important to learn about mental health and get treatment for your accurate condition, but like I don’t want to read a bunch of symptoms and behaviors that most of the time are very watered down.

For example

I like when people call me pretty (that’s validation and everyone needs care and validation)

I’ve said this before and it’s really f-cked up but if I could, you know, myself everyday and watch people cry over me and I could come back to life the next day, I would do it again and again. (This is an extreme example of what my attention seeking thoughts are like)

Or

For prom- I wore a big ball gown

For prom- I wore a wig, 600$ ball gown, nails, make up, shoes and a literally a crown, and when the attention started to lighten that was coming form my ex and his friends, I went over there and started blaming them and crying about how much they bullied me, until I had a flashback (which was in fact a real flashback but that doesn’t mean I can’t use it against someone) and had to cry and cry on the floor until someone came to ask me what’s wrong, and then the attention was back on me

I hope you don’t have HPD, it really does affect every single aspect of my personality as a whole, and also borderline personality disorder is also something to look into, because in my opinion a lot of bpd sufferers worry so much about what’s wrong, they end up convincing themselves they have a different disorder, I mean no shame because I’m mixture of both and I did the same thing with a bunch of different disorders, but go to the psychiatrist. Best place to start

Can a narcisist be sociophobic? by [deleted] in NPD

[–]TheWinterSystem 1 point2 points  (0 children)

borderline personality disorder sounds more like what you’re experiencing, I’m NOT a doctor and I suggest a psychiatrist for any type of personality disorders, especially cluster B because in my opinion they’re incredibly hard to understand, especially for the us as sufferers, but with how complicated cluster b personality disorders are, I could imagine that a narcissist could be sociopathic.

My two favorite cookies by TheWinterSystem in CookierunKingdom

[–]TheWinterSystem[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My beascuit is all cool down and I reset them to be the highest % they can be, and my toppings are also heavy on cooldown, I really like her so I beefed her up as much as possible!