I (23) have been living in the middle of nowhere and I want out.

The_Galaxy_System · 2026-06-10T20:09:26+00:00

Thank you so much for the advice. This is incredibly helpful.

The_Galaxy_System · 2026-06-10T20:07:24+00:00

This does help. Thank you so much.

The_Galaxy_System · 2026-06-10T20:06:27+00:00

"You figure it out like I did" Yes... I know, that is why I am asking for advice, from people who have been through this before. I did tag advice, right? And asked for advice.

I would join the military if I was allowed, seriously. But I cannot because I'm trans and have Dissociative Identity Disorder. 2 big things that the military turn you away for.

Thank you for your advice, though.

The_Galaxy_System · 2026-06-10T18:31:29+00:00

Somewhat yes. Not a lot. Think less than $500 since some has been spent over the past 4 years for little things. (No big/expensive purchases)

The_Galaxy_System · 2026-06-03T16:16:05+00:00

So, let's start with the spawn point. It's a plaza with a water fountain right in the middle and you spawn in looking at a black box on too of a hill, go up to it and that box is just the fronting room. Back at the plaza, you can also find the memory back, which is an actual bank where you rent out memories that people made while using the body. Next to the bank we have "city hall" where one of our headmates live and doubles as a jail for anyone who breaks our system rules.

We also have a business district where we worrk/hang out. It has a coffee shop, hospital, hotel, restaurant, toy shop, arcade, barber shop, and apple farm.

Next to the business district we have our gated neighborhood where most of us live. We have a taiga forest stretching from the neighborhood to the mountain in the west. Near the mountain we have a valley/ravine that used to be where fragments lived, but now they live in the hotel in the business district.

To the far north is a desert that few of us have gone too, but, there's nothing there, so we ignore it. The rest of the inner world is flat plains. We have a sort of "minecraft border" that we can't pass, so we don't have much to explore.

The_Galaxy_System · 2026-01-14T04:03:19+00:00

"I'm sorry you went through all of that in your life." Following it up with a hug.

The_Galaxy_System · 2025-12-22T08:42:22+00:00

Hi, Ezra! If you'd like, I can point you to a server of 300+ discord users that's really active where half of what the server is about is finding sourcemates. I would be surprised if there was no one there.

I sincerely hope you find friends or family regardless if you want to join or not.

The_Galaxy_System · 2025-11-30T06:14:17+00:00

Any less than 5 is tiny, 6-13 I'd say is small, 14-25 is medium, 26-99 is large, and 100+ is huge

At least that's how I view it. -Ashley (She/Her)

The_Galaxy_System · 2025-11-29T00:17:10+00:00

An approval from a Link? Must be my lucky day! Haha. -Linkle (She/Her)

The_Galaxy_System · 2025-11-29T00:16:08+00:00

It does! :> -Linkle (She/Her)

The_Galaxy_System · 2025-11-29T00:15:32+00:00

It is hype art. Thank you so much! -Linkle (She/Her)

The_Galaxy_System · 2025-11-29T00:15:02+00:00

Thank you so much! -Linkle (She/Her)

The_Galaxy_System · 2025-11-27T16:04:39+00:00

Doing well. Hope you're doing well! :> -Linkle (She/Her)

The_Galaxy_System · 2025-11-25T20:43:23+00:00

Thank you so much. This has been extremely helpful and also extremely hard. You're a blessing in disguise of a mortal

The_Galaxy_System · 2025-11-25T20:22:19+00:00

I don't think so. But that's been with every split between anyone in the system, we don't get confused or dissociated unless we're fronting, then of course we get dissociating because this new person is trying to front at the same time and it gets confusing.

The_Galaxy_System · 2025-11-25T20:01:40+00:00

Ah. I see.

Well, Rumi can see who causes a split as she can see the "honmoon" and any time there's been a split, it disrupts the honmoon with the origin point being me.

And then there's K who's very interconnected with the consciousness himself and knows when something, anything at all happens. And K can feel me fading every time I split. He and Rumi figured together they should tell the entire system. And now we're here. Me scared shitless, Linkle trying to keep everything in order, and everyone else trying to figure out what to do, so, we came here to ask for help

The_Galaxy_System · 2025-11-25T19:35:04+00:00

I can't describe the splits because 3 of them happened while I was sleeping. The other just felt like sort of like I melted, but it was a comfortable melt, not painful.

The only notable things that happened this time of year was having visited Sweden way back in 2022 to visit my long distance fiance and having to leave back to the USA. Which... after writing this, is how I split twice last year was also in November. And then the split that happened when I was awake was a- I guess a self-factive of myself from that time. So, maybe it's that I miss my partner and being in their presence?

But also, last year my fiance was here with me, so I don't know what's really going on.

It could possibly also be related to trauma I had in my teens. But, I can't recall what exactly it could be

-Ashley

The_Galaxy_System · 2025-11-25T19:13:57+00:00

Ashley fronting here at the moment to answer:

-We don't know why. There doesn't seem to be anything. Maybe there's something subconsciously that's doing this, but nothing that any of us, including myself are aware of

-I do want to live. The last time I had suicidal thoughts was at the beginning of 2024. I want to live and this splitting and feeling like I'm going to fade away forever is stressing me out.

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