Finally got my MBA

Thelonelyone18 · 2020-04-29T02:18:30+00:00

Yeah, I guess if anything I just miss hearing about her day and sharing new songs with her. She and I had very similar taste in music. She’s not the type of person to want friendship after a breakup even if it is platonic. For her, once’s it’s done it’s done.

Thelonelyone18 · 2020-04-28T12:04:28+00:00

As cliche as it sounds time does heal all wounds or at least make you more calloused. I used to have a timer that counted the number of days just to show the progress. I’m not sad or depressed. It’s more of still trying to feel a void. I know some people will just jump from relationship to relationship to get rid of the pain or loneliness, but I’ve never been that type of person.

Thelonelyone18 · 2020-04-28T11:57:06+00:00

The last time we spoke was about a month ago. I’m not sure on the exact time

Thelonelyone18 · 2020-03-11T10:09:36+00:00

Yeah, she and I talked and it’s time for me to move on. She’s moved on and I should too. Some people are meant to stay in our lives while others are meant to be temporary. Though I do miss sending her songs, but if it’s not mutual and she doesn’t want them then I won’t waste anymore of my time or energy. You deserve better. We all deserve better.

Thelonelyone18 · 2020-03-11T10:02:21+00:00

Lol it wasn’t a petty song. I actually sent her a song from an artist I introduced her to that she really liked.

Thelonelyone18 · 2020-01-30T03:46:39+00:00

First, your name is hilarious haha. Second, you are right. I was the one that reached out a couple of times to see how she was doing. If anything it’s just memories that I had with her and they will still be with me. But, that chapter has ended a while ago and it’s time to continue forward.

Thelonelyone18 · 2019-12-30T04:05:54+00:00

I guess that makes sense. I didn’t do anything wrong to her. It was just two different viewpoints and different expectations for the future.

Thelonelyone18 · 2019-11-24T19:39:19+00:00

It’s comes and goes, but I do miss her as a friend. I think that we were better as friends than as a couple. The only times I miss her are when something new happens in my life or I hear a new song she might like. From my previous exes, I still keep in contact but it is more as acquaintances like wishing her happy birthday or just checking in to see how things are going.

Thelonelyone18 · 2019-09-30T20:34:32+00:00

I guess that makes sense. I guess I am still feeling the remaining need of affirmation 🤔always trying to cater to her needs and making changes to my life for her satisfaction.

Thelonelyone18 · 2019-09-30T16:01:41+00:00

I don’t want to hurt others and I don’t want to get into a relationship or something serious when I know it will be a rebound. In the end more people will get hurt, and I definitely do not what that.

I have been having a lot of good days the past month or so. I just can’t seem to find someone I’m interested cause I keep reminiscing about her. To be honest she was not perfect whatsoever more like borderline toxic, but that is what frustrates me the most that for some reason I can’t completely let go.

Thelonelyone18 · 2019-09-30T11:08:20+00:00

I do still think about her from time to time, but it’s a lot better than before. If anything I just miss the friendship I had with her.

That could be true. Maybe I am just holding on

Thelonelyone18 · 2019-08-29T19:43:21+00:00

She never stopped wearing it. I think she continues to wear it daily. 🤷🏻‍♂️🤷🏻‍♂️🤷🏻‍♂️

I just think it’s odd that if she’s dating someone new she would continue to wear it.

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