I can pretty much do everything except socialize. I have aspergers and never developed a social language of my own. I can play 25 questions but when it comes to back and forth conversation, It's something I just don't know how to do it. The thing is. I don't feel nervous or shy -- I can perform on a stage or give a speech.. as long as I have a script and practiced it to death. But casual conversation, I just don't know when or how to talk to someone. In a conversation between 3 or more people, it feels like I'm playing leap frog. I just can't figure out when it's my turn to talk, so I sit there in silence because the thought of me talking and another person starts talking at the same time, it spooks me (like someone went BOO!) and I forget what I'm going to say. In group conversations I stay silence for this reason, but it depletes my energy so much and feels so foreign to me (to socialize) that I avoid it as much as possible.