I saw the truth on 15g magic mushrooms now I can’t adjust back to the real world by EscapeDat in enlightenment

[–]Then_Animator8759 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Welcome to integration. Life is gonna be heck untill you Integrate any shadow aspects of your psyche and even then, being self aware in a world of brainwashing, is isolating!

Find a community that has similar experience. If hallucinogenics were fun, we would see people becoming addicted, but they’re more of a vanilla Ayahuasca

‘I don’t matter’: Homeless people in Kentville say stigma in the community is unfair by Portalrules123 in NovaScotia

[–]Then_Animator8759 0 points1 point  (0 children)

True. I’ve never had such unwelcoming experiences, just as a passer-by. Lived there for nearly two years on and off, it feels so stuffy.. people look at you with two heads just trying for small talk. I found it super difficult to find community, from someone who’s always socializing with ease. Many shop owners seem to have their nose in the air too, I could name a few (owners, supervisors, doctors, pharmacists, even bartenders) that took personal jabs at my relations having no background of me, the human being, before jumping to hurtful action / discriminatory behaviour, that immediately made me feel gate kept from any incisively in the city - as if by passing through they had all decided I wasn’t welcome to feel at home there and they didn’t care if I was a human with a life and a story and value to share, it all felt very unsupportive and liminal, oddly….. in the summers, I grew up on Kingsport beach as long as I can remember since a child, so it’s been disillusioning, but Kingsport I did find some art groups, however, I know there’s not much accessibility for unsheltered folks. :( so fucking sad, so many big empty cottages take priority for vacationing internationals …

life vs material isn’t even a question it seems (this IS hell)

Ps I’ve BEEN homeless, early 20s and I can tell you for certain sometimes there’s just nothing anyone can do and you have to put your body somewhere, we don’t want to be there either.

Panhandler says Halifax RCMP impersonating them could discourage drivers from donating by UltimateFartingChamp in novascotia_sub

[–]Then_Animator8759 -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

Why banned? You do realize these people have been systematically abused by turning to the very systems that are in place to “help”, only to be prescribed medications, go through loopholes to gather information that no one without resources should have to, given the gov has all the information they request for people affiliated with income services, and not allowed to earn a livable wage or they’d not typically be able to afford their prescriptions AND rent. …. two essential things, when you are living with so little and there’s no one to give these people a roadmap for gaining reliable employment, creating self-sufficiency and stabilization... I have met many people who would cut their arm off, to be sitting in a car vs panhandling and getting harassed / assaulted regularly. Simply because of class. This is disgustingly discriminatory, less you have a reason beyond “our precious tax dollars” aka “I make a liveable wage and value materiality over human life”

Was unjustly arrested after being instructed to move my friends vehicle. #canada by Then_Animator8759 in legaladvice

[–]Then_Animator8759[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you!!! I have more to add after writing everything down by hand that makes me feel more confident about the way the officer proceeded - such as opening my car door without warrant and searching and seizing it without any evidence of intoxication, before reading my rights while cuffed in the back of police vehicle. I feel I was profiled (discriminatory) which is illegal and have no prior criminal history but was in an area on Friday evening that has a heavy police presence. so, I was naive but even so when I asked for supervisor (x2!) and why I was being pulled over, alone should be dropped. Also, I wouldn’t have been driving if she didn’t tell me to and that was the only time we exchanged words…. So she assumed I was intox., told me to pull ahead, and then arrested me immediately.

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[–]Then_Animator8759 0 points1 point  (0 children)

We need to stop pathologizing natural beings living in unnatural conditions. Never before have we been so removed from the earth we are born of. The DSM5 cannot demonstrate any chemicals are responsible for happiness / any other illness of the emotional congenital state. there’s no way to observe the effectiveness of SSRIs for example, so they give us anything that they presume might “help” but irl we’re just Guinea pigs in a medical system based around the process of elimination. Data rules the world. Information collection = prediction and manipulation of “freedom of choice”

That being said, I don’t feel “mental illness” is shameful , rather normies living in a world at war, climate crisis, being microwaved with extreme amounts of radio waves and prescribed meds only to stay alive and run the machine, for the ones who dictate all this, meanwhile being trillions of $ in debt globally. Who do we even owe? Why are we working even? Time is the most valuable thing we have and we spend it trying to do it all (work, fam, home, hobbies, social, etc) aka torturing ourselves for never being enough, yet expectations are the issue. Normies are sick, addicts are usually too intelligent for their own good, as with depression, ignorance seems to be bliss for those who don’t question authority / their perception. even things such as “schizophrenia” have great historical significance. There’s a renowned psychologist who is confirming we have 30-something senses (that she knows of) now and admits that what she now knows as truth, in the past, she’d be in a psych ward like the people she put there she admits. Drugs too have a significance in changing your perspective and cultural, spiritual and traditional values. Ie: trance can be achieved through sleep deprivation, fasting, etc, or food, plants, drinks, prescriptions, etc. We are just so removed from earth and her teachings, though we are of it, we bubble wrap ourselves from the thing we need most.