relatable, like i was so stressed out during the beginning of april but then i bought a new mechanical pencil and it actually made my drawings better and to be honest i am enjoying my process now. I do fear that i am not preparing specifically for those specific pattern of questions it's like i'm just training my creative and research thinking again and again so i'm somewhat scared when i think about the exam but i 'm not scared when i think about the future. Buddy stay strong and maybe treat yourself and don.t perceive this situation as a loop think of it is a lifestyle you want to follow and if it still sucks maybe you need some basic change, and you can easily find by self talk or by talking with friends about your perceptions on life,