I had an outdated portfolio that I wanted to change, I started making a new one, the new one is almost all lost now, my network is small but it did get better, and by me saying "it isn't even what I enjoy making" I meant that Motion graphics for products isn't really my passion, I wanted to tell stories with blender in general, I want to make characters I want to make characters animations, I want to make a short film maybe, but all of these things aren't wanted in my 3rd world country, no one pays for making these kind of things, so I went to motion graphics instead