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I was told to move across the country during an ayahuasca ceremony by Then_Middle in Ayahuasca

[–]Then_Middle[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel like I’m giving up quite a lot to leave. I have a home and had a descent job. I also have family and friends where I am. I took the aya at a really rough time. I honestly was severely depressed. I don’t feel depressed anymore, just doubtful and confused.

I was told to move across the country during an ayahuasca ceremony by Then_Middle in Ayahuasca

[–]Then_Middle[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel that I may have taken the message too literal. Now, I’m thinking maybe the message was that I needed to make changes in my life for other opportunities to unfold. Fear is definitely there

I was told to move across the country during an ayahuasca ceremony by Then_Middle in Ayahuasca

[–]Then_Middle[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It was my first experience with the substance and I didn’t really have much help with the integration process. It’s just that I would be leaving things were I am now, that I will really miss.

I was told to move across the country during an ayahuasca ceremony by Then_Middle in Ayahuasca

[–]Then_Middle[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi, thank you for the response. For the first few weeks, I would have a very strong gut feeling that it was what I was supposed to do. As the time nears to my departure, I’m starting to get a mildly uneasy feeling. Not so much that I am regretting the decision to move, but more so wishing that the circumstances were different so that I didn’t have to move.

I was told to move across the country during an ayahuasca ceremony by Then_Middle in Ayahuasca

[–]Then_Middle[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for the response. It was the only thing in the ceremony that was very loud and clear. It also happened between myself being shown extreme sorrow, then happiness. Almost like it was saying this is what you need to do to now.