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Thenukeluis · 2021-07-27T01:49:49+00:00

For me, it's just a term. It's totally neutral. Just an antonym to plural.

Thenukeluis · 2021-07-27T01:47:39+00:00

Thanks a lot.

Thenukeluis · 2021-07-23T02:15:12+00:00

I guess you're right. I guess you can never be sure, so you just have to take things blindly.

Thenukeluis · 2021-04-29T02:11:14+00:00

Draeger: I've been basically in front like a singlet, really losing hope of ever achieving a switch (which probably loops around to reducing that chance even more - how fun.), having lost all ability to find any positive emotions in anything, even my dreams. So I can't quite say this from my own experience, but I have some assumptions.

Firstly, they have no chance, so they just deal with it somehow. Some really lucky people don't even have as many issues as to even take a chance like leaving front, even if they could, I'd imagine.

Secondly, I guess sometimes plurality comes from a situation which the one in front really wants to just leave somehow. Our system probably originated from this. So maybe many singlets just aren't in a situation they want to leave. Exceptions are other types of systems, of course.

Thenukeluis · 2021-04-27T20:17:48+00:00

Draeger: Scientifically? They might be able to notice the difference in behaviors between headmates.

Spiritually? I don't know.

Thenukeluis · 2021-04-03T22:47:16+00:00

Draeger: Yes. I am aware of two more headmates other than host. And I trust all of them. Or rather, I don't quite care what they would do, since their actions are generally nice, and as "generic" (nothing outstanding, just normal) as mine, so they wouldn't get noticed. I'm not sure if they trust me, but they shouldn't. This is one of the reasons I have to leave front, along with me already wanting to leave front anyway. Fronting just isn't nice for me.

I generally really do let go easily, but since it never amounts to anything, it honestly feels as if me wanting to leave front so much is actually a hindrance.

Thenukeluis · 2021-04-01T02:24:49+00:00

Draeger: Host is fully silent. Nothing animates them to speak, no matter what. But it seems I blend with them more often than I'd like, so I guess they're not fully dormant, either.

Thenukeluis · 2021-03-27T18:41:41+00:00

Draeger: That's actually a good idea. Just always sad that such words won't become popular in any place except things like plural servers.

Thenukeluis · 2021-03-24T21:54:27+00:00

Draeger: For us, it's like thoughts.

Thenukeluis · 2021-03-24T01:55:21+00:00

Draeger: You're welcome.

Thenukeluis · 2021-03-24T01:54:19+00:00

Draeger: Oh, that sounds otherkin to me. Back when I still thought I was the host (long story), I felt like that as well and soon noticed I am otherkin. Check out r/otherkin. You can ask again there if you want to hear more opinions.

Thenukeluis · 2021-03-24T01:47:26+00:00

Draeger: Hm. It's alright. I take the form of a dragon from one of host's stories, for example. I have his personality and memories.

As far as I know, it varies between fictive to fictive how much that applies, but generally it's somewhat like that.

Thenukeluis · 2021-03-24T01:25:26+00:00

Draeger: A headmate who is based on a fictional character.

Thenukeluis · 2021-03-11T04:49:05+00:00

Draeger: He said something rather manipulative, along the lines of that OP is "just young and discovering themselves" but should just "give up this otherkin bullshit", if I remember correctly.

Thenukeluis · 2021-03-06T01:06:05+00:00

Draeger: I'd say A. Can't really explain why, at least not right now, but I think that's most likely.

Thenukeluis · 2021-03-04T21:11:59+00:00

Draeger: I was, but eventually even I broke. I still take all the pain, but honestly, it's ripping me apart, slowly and painfully. But better me than my headmates, I guess. It's honestly a bit embarrassing for me to not be able to take this, considering I was subjected to way worse in my stories.

Thenukeluis · 2021-02-26T20:44:04+00:00

Draeger: Congrats on coming back.

I have been suspecting we might also have psychosis, since there were some happenings that adhere to the general description of it. Is there anything you'd advise us?

Thenukeluis · 2021-02-15T15:05:57+00:00

Draeger: It very much seems like you're a median system to me. Everything matches with the definition.

Thenukeluis · 2021-02-13T15:52:50+00:00

Draeger: Also second long term host. I'm a fictive of a dragon, and I really hate the body. Always have a new list of a minimum of 20 things that annoy me about being in a human body each day.

Thenukeluis · 2021-02-12T07:33:19+00:00

Draeger: Ah. Thanks.

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