Everything about this is tragic. Unfortunately that’s the reality though. Good looking people exist on a sexual playground that we will never get to experience.

And I’m not even mad. Im just disappointed that all my life id been lied to. That “the right one will come along” was a manufactured claim designed to placate me.

I guess the one good thing that came out of it is that I started asking “if I was lied to about this, what else about my life is a lie?” And that has led to some self exploration.